OMGBROADWAYKARKAT.

Downloading all the songs:D
because. . .



My life is a failure.

But hey.

AT LEAST IT SOUNDS GOOD.

SCARED TE SHIT OUTTA ME.

So, I'm just sitting in this room that already creeps me out(still here, yeah.), and out of no where, I feel this tap on my shoulder. Forgetting that I was sitting in this room I just turn around.
First thing I see?

And, its just like
. . .
HOLY FUCK YOU WERE FACING THE BED EARLIER.
and I know. I do. Cause I remember puttin gmy shit on the chair next to the bed before turning out the light and seeing those dolls looking at me.
SO all in all, CREEPY SHIT.

its still just staring at me D:


Help

ＫＡＲＫＡＬＩＣＩＯＵＳ

I
I CANT EVEN
HONESTLY
WHAT.
I
I
I
ITS STUCK IN MY HEAD AND WTF.
JUST JUST JSUT.
FHKAHSDFKAJSDKFJAS;LFAJSVDVKDVLFG

SAFDSJKFKASDFOMGICANTEVEN, WHAT?!!?!!? YES. NO, YES, THIS IS.. . .TIHS IS SO MUCH FUCKING. . . YES.

these theses....
Ringtones. now. Yes.

6 AM
AWAKE
DRINKING APPLE JUICE
IN MY BOXERS
WHILE HALLUCIANTING
MORE THEN NORMAL.
FUCK.
YEAH.
SO COOL.
andteenwolffeelstoo.IsaacErica<3

HOW YOU KNOW IM SLEEP DEPRIVED AS SHIT:

At the start of this youtube video, it just went BWUUUMT. at like the saame exact time i ran my leg aross this bar and im jsut like "OH SHIT MOTHERFUCKER  was the my leg? was that my leg?! I dont feel any pain. ... . . IS MY LEG THERE?!?!?! oh wait youtube." In like a second. yeah,


also my typig sucks dick right now.


and im laughing alot at EVERYTHING ON TUMBLR.
HOMESTUCK UPDATE? LMAOFFAAKDFSDAKDSLASDG
CATS?LJFLSDFJADSKFSD
1D? LOLROLFOSDFKADSLFKJASDF
SHIP WAR? DSFHAJSDFAISDFLOL.
LARRY OFFICIALLY REAL? PHOTOS? LMFAOROFLLSDFAKDFALSKDFLOMGY.
(i dont know why i was only thinking of 1d ship shit. i think its cuz that shit is always the funniest in retrospect.) (hwo the fuck did i spell retrospect right when i cant even spell 'how' right at the beginning of this sentance?!?!!? or caps my I's!!! or spell sentence right?!?!?!?!?!)

oh and I also just realized I laugh really weird.

well.
Fuck my stomach organs.
Bending over computer while digesting = NO GOOD.

I SLEPT.

I THINK.
well, yeah okay I know I did.
at least for like, and hour and a half.
Because I dreamed.
About gay sex.
And,
it wasnt half bad.
until it ended.
and, no i wouldnt be telling you this just for the shits and giggles, no.
It ended abruptly when Mr.Really-Fuckign-Hot's face decides to Morph into your Best dude friends face.
admittingly, one of the more attractive dude friends that I have, but, still.
ew.
It was just like OMFGBBQWTF DO NOT WANT. DO NOT WANT //wakes up terrified.

So then I looked for ways to fall asleep. And I found an app, Relax with Andrew Johnson. and, admittingly, probably a dumb idea to use this, as it its suppose to ". . . " Okay, I swear it said somewhere that it helped you unwind and be ready and awake for the day or something. . . but anyway, Used it to try and relax. And, I did relax. But, i also really didnt feel like I needed to sleep either.
So I read some Nosh fics.((omgdksgjfdkgshfdkgsdf gNosh<3 there needs to be more of you<3))
And then I learned about Sleeping patterns. and then I got linked to "7 mind bending dreams" on livescience.com.And let me say this.
The guys over at LiveScience, are COMPLETE DICKS.
Seriously.
One of the '7' on that are someshit about nightmares. and the motherfuckign photo. THE MOTHERFUCK ---and now someones pestering me. Like seriouesly. at the oddest times. --
PHOTO.
--i seriously cannot put up with a conversation right now. Im sorry "arcaneMobilizer" whoever thefuck you are. Its just. Mother fuck. Sleep deprivation and photos and Gay sex gone wrong... //sigh --- 

Just... JUST GO LOOK. ITS SHIT. JUST JAKGFJDSFIUAUSFIAS GOOD BYE SLEEPING.

and then I went to sleep disorders to Sexsomina  to masturbation to . . . Fuck masturbation and its history is fucking weird. I couldnt stop laughing. Just go look it up on Wikipedia. I has new facts to share now.

*Eygyption Mythology - Universe started cuz Atum was Jacking off. Flow of the Nile has to do with the amount of his ejaculate at any given time. Pharaohs had to cum in the Nile for a ceremony sometimes.

*Greek Myth - Hermes taught Pan(his son) because Pan wanted Echo, but couldnt have her, And Hermes wanted to . . . Relieve his suffering. Pan then passed it on to young shepherds.

*May = Masturbation month, Because it used to be a national masturbation day, But it jsut jumped aroudn so,,,,, month it is!!

*Longest time masturbating(Male) 10hours, 10minutes Sonny Nash.

*theres a fund raising Marathon for masturbation. I forgot the US name for it, but the UK is Wank-a-thon. I have no clue how this works. 

*Corn flakes creator and Grahm cracker creator were anti-masturbation.

*The history of why 'masturbating is bad for you' is so fucking hilarious, and yet Painful sounding. . . read up on it.

anywaynanywayanyway,

I also tried to sleep again, and then sometihng in the corner fell, so I got up. 

Then I decided, I'm not doing anything s figure out what the fuck fifty shades of gray is.

Its ridiculous. 

completely.

Snowqueen Icedragon? Really? what are you, Five?

complete and utter bullshit.

then i read more Nosh.

Cause thats sooo not bullshit.

then i realized it was like, six, so i got up, turned on the light, took a piss, got some apple juice, 

and now I'm here. 

Typing.

in my boxers.

cause no ones up to see or care about my fuckign awesome batman boxers.

But you care. Dont you, internet?

of import, Let

 DONT YOU?!!?!?!!?!?!

okay, okay yeah im spposto b asleep. but here listen to me ror a second. your sitting in this room, that without the light from you ipod, is completely dark. and your eye sitht already sucks, so you cant tell what that old troll doll is doing- is it stillnin hat corner? who knows. oh and to make it worse, its the room touve always been creeped out by.

Garlic Festival!!

Forgot to metion, I'm going tomorrow!!
Be there from like 10-12.

Looking forward to it.
Missed it last year.
Going with my grandparents now.
Have to motherfucking sleep.


after this Cup of Team video.

CHATROOM

OMG.
FINALLY WATCHING IT.
woooo.
Just started it. . .
OMG.
so excited.
and I fully well know that people say this movie sucks.
I knoow.
But IM SO EXCITED.
THE KID WITH THE FISH IS CUTE. I ASSUME HES JIM.
AND NO NEED TO ASSUME CREEP-FUCK IS WILLIAM.
Update later. yes.
~
oh my god wait.
hold the fuck up.
That chick,
is that...
the chick from skins?
Sort of sounds. . . but more lively. . .which would make since cause. . .
characters.
But But . . .QHAT WAS HER ---  Cassie? yeah?

Claymations. thats cool, Creepy shit. But cool.
~~

FSHSFAKDJKFLKSFLKSDFLJGJOIE2938R
this
THIS MOVIE.

ITS.
IT'S.
WHAT.

STARTING FROM SIMPLE THOUHTS NOW.

I actually really liked it.
It really shouldnt be called a horror, but I liked it.
Parts of it were just, No. Thats a bit ridicuolous.

but i liked it.
I liked thinking about how they would alctually be typing these things.
Like,  the actions they did, Mainly how William would kiss either Eva or Jim.
Like I highly doubted that he would be one of the simple tweens theat just */kiss<3333333
Because fuck, thats ridiculous.
also, how each one of them may type, if it were going to show their personalities.
personally i think Mo or Eva would have the worse off vocbularies. Emily would be one of those peppy happy girls, who would extteeeend little wooords, using loooooots of emoticons;)))
William, he would be precise,  and good vocabulary and all, but while trying to be smart, and someone everyone could like no matter what, so he'd probably try and not be to anal about caps, or punctuation and such.
I think that'd be Jim a bit. Capitalizing sentences and all his I's. He'd do the difference between its and it's; There, their, and they're; Were and where.

Anyway, the way I found this movie was seeing the clip of were Jim almost shoots him self in that bathroom.
And, that scene,  and those leading up to it,
Fantastic. Truly.

and im going to say this now, A LOT OF THE DELETED SCENES SHOULD HAVE STAYED IN.
LIKE WTF.

But anyway, the ending, I totally thought Will was gonna go suicide by cop. like 100%
I didnt see that coming AT ALL.
Like, did they even show us previously that there was anything behind him? Cause I didnt notice it.
I didnt really like the ending though. Like, How he killed himself for example. I mean, I knew he was gonna do it, but. . .how it happened, No.
And then they all justt walked away. Like, did they talk to each other about that?
Cops didnt stop them to ask, Hey, the fucks with this?
But anywayanyway.

I  found it sort f odd that the actor who played Cassie in Skins, (emily in this film) said she was anorexic before. Cause that was one of Cassies problems, yeah?
anyway.

Good flick, Not a horror, Deleted scenes should have stayed, the fuck was that ending.




and Jim is cute as Fuck.





Will, Please kiss him a-motherfucking--gain because holy shit. YES/

OMFG SLEEPING PATTERNS. WHATISNORMAL?

I'M LIKE,
OFFICIALLY NOCTURNAL.
or something
NOW.

AND
AND
AND ITS
ITS. . .
ANNOYING AS FUCK.
cause im just 1.30? Okaaaay, time to go to bed. 
/Lays down. . .
2.30 .  .  .
3.30 . . .
4.30. . .
5.30 . . .
6.30 . . .OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT MIGHT AS WELL STAY AWAKE----
ZzZzZzZzZz

//wakes up at 2.30 THIS IS THE  OPPOSITE OF WHAT I WANTED.

~~~
AND I'm going to the garlic festival tomorrow.
Around 9 am. . .
motherfucker. thats . . . I'm gonna die.

I finally saw the first Lord of the Rings today.
And, it was good.
But I many really liked it  cause I had my brother making hilarious cometary and explaining shit to  me.
Like why it felt like I had missed a whole motherfucking lot.
We were gonna watch the rest but, It was like 11.30 when we were done sooooo.
Next time, maybe.

~~
Still havent seen the Olympic opening! Gaah.
I want so much ):

Hey, Um . . .

Appoligizing for the clutter of yesterday night . . .
I dont know what was up, I was just. . . Yeah. I dont think I'm gonna delete any of the posts(exceptforone), But yeah.
Sorry.
~~~
Uagh.
As soon as I'm finally able to get to red box, all three are out of Chatroom. Bah. Now I'm going to have to suffer hours at my grandmothers house. Great.

Further more, got xfinity user working. Gonna be able to watch My Soul to Take if I can get into my grandmothers WiFi (:
So.
Well, its not as good as seeing a new movie(to me:T) But, its pretty good. I'll be able to see the beginning.
oh yeah. . .And I can always read one of my billion books :/

You might have been able to tell by my previous post, I'm compiling a Playlist of songs the make me explode with emotions because I'm emotional and I like it.

and I feel like I should just fuck it and throw in the whole of "Prayers for Bobby"(movie) and "Dream Boy"(Book by Jim Grimsley).
Because honestly.
Those.
MotherFucking.
Things.
Make me feel all the emotions so fucking hard its fucking ridiculous. Like, nothign compares.

Like, if I made a list, Right now, Of the things that make me feel ridiculously emotional all the time, anytime, it be
Dream Boy,
Prayers for Bobby
Kiss Me - Ed Sheeran
Call Your Girlfriend - (cover by)Gavin Beach.

But the songs are new.
But I DONT KNOW.
ADSFHAJSDFKALSDF
SOMEONEHELPMEARRENGEMYEMOTIONSINAHEALTHYMANNER.BEACUSEOBVIOUSLYIMNOTCAPABLE.

I got carried away, I admit. . . I blame so much...

I've been feeling the need to yell this to the world fro a while, and I wasnt gonna do it cause no one cares, but presently a few things I've seen have thrown me over into letting you nonexistent people know this.

So, my AO3 invitation (no, havent gotten it(insertepiclysadsmileNOW.) But, I signed up for an invitation, I dunno, 2 or 3 months ago. and At first my invitation was estimated to show up some time around December 19th. then in a month it was the 3. the just a month ago it bopped from November 26 to october 16. now its october 4th.
and I'm  not gonna bitch about that.. In fact I'm extremely happy about how soon I feel this is. And the fact It might happen sooner. (im going to make an extremely sad and pathetic analogy. So, I'll state this, I dont this an invitation to this website is at all equal to a first kiss. but It is something that one can feel stupidly proud about, Like how it seems in primary school. Like just gloating rights.) Its like waiting for a first kiss. You cant wait for this milestone that can set you above the others around you. or the growth spurt to make you stand out from them. Its special and great. and its better to wait for it to come naturally instead of try and force it out. Because when that happens it removes all specialty from it. Dont rush through it. patience is the virtue that makes life special.  (this turned into a small rant about kids in my old primary school : | I dont even know why. Ima explain it now. because. . . BecauseofReasonsOkay!?)
Kids in my primary school would always try and see who got kissed first, who was taller, who was better in sports, who went through puberty first (idontevenknowman), who got the 'coolest' things, who lost their virginity. . . Yeah. Primary school.
And for I while I Sort of went with the gossip and such, and thought these were all that important too, but then, I mean, you grow up and understand, eventually, it either doesnt matter, Or matters way to much to be comparing who was First I'd rather compare who took their time, and fell in love, and didnt care what the others said. //sigh. Primary school . . . I would try and do it over, if I could.
(aiyfuahsdfaidsvjadiofvd I only got so inspirational feeling through this because im listening to a playlist that exposes all my moherfucking feels.)(it was suppose to be about bitches complaining about OMFGASDBAKJSDJAKSD AO3 u dix! y i gotz 2 wait so muthrfukin looooooooooong?!!?!/fvaa)

Kiss Me - Ed Sheeran.

LINKINGTOAWESOMELINKINGTOAWESOMELINKINGTOAWESOME

Oh my fucking. . .
I dont even. . .

How do random songs give me these types of feels?!
seriouesly.
My eyes are getting watery.
right now.
seeing is difficult.
oh my god.
this song.

it so does feel liek falling in love.
And I dont even know what that feels like.
but as soon as I fucking do.
I can confirm this.
in so many fucking asjdfghkljsd;gfadusyatfdffjuvisjtsdffagsdgdf
FEEEEEEEEEELS.


From hate to love
From love to lust
From lust to truth 


I FEEL ALL OF THIS SO HARD RIGHT NOW I DONT EVEN TSRDXGYUHIJKL;,'DSFGASDGADFG

MONDAY.

IwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwantIwant

Seriously. Teen Wolf should be on during the school year.
I would be so fucking excited for mondays.

but anyway.
Yees.
I saw next episodes promo.
because someone said that the person shouting 'Stiles!" sounded like Derek, and I want to see for myself*. And personally, I think it was probably Stiles' Dad. Cause I mean, yeah. Really, It sort of sounds lie Derek, but then it doesnt, and it sort of sounds like Sheriff Stilinski. and it makes sence right, I mean if the Audio and video they showed at the time actually match up (I hate it when promos switch around Dialog/video, UGH. misleading!!), Stiles is probably in deathly pain, they show Sheriff a clip previously, and In the part where Scott gets shot, rhe flash to his mother, so, if its Kid to parent, then parent to kid? I dunno. Sheriff makes ore sense to me.

*I usually dont like watching promos 'cause I think it gives stuff away. and I like a progression were you dont know exactly whats happening next. Like now, I know Scotts getting shot. /Sigh.

I... I have so  much I need to do.
seriously.
from books, to fics, to movies, to friends. I has shit to do.
But I dont do it.
honestly. . .
the books I was reading at the end of the school year (something wicked this way comes & the picture of Dorian Gray), that I was totally gonna finish that month. . . I havent touched them. seriously.
And I still have Peep Show(i was past the 1st chp, but I'll probably start over), and now I've bought Looking for Alaska, Lock down, and A Bad Day for VooDoo. why. why do I keep going to bookstores. Someone slap me.

I need to see the beginnning of my soul to take. like now. I want. Bad.
like now.
I also want to find more movies like this. Like. . . suspenseful and sort of scary but not that scary.
I wanna see Chatroom. Like badly. and its in red box. . . but I dont know if my computer would completely crap out on me if I tried to watch it,and I totally dont want to watch it in the living room . . . I do have a portable DVD player. . . that could work. . .maybe.

and. and. and.
xrdytfygihuijkml,;

Stydia, Sterek. and. . . ALOT more Teen Wolf.

I sort of like both. Really.
But the thing is, while I think Sties crushing on Lydia  is the cutest thing ever, and that they could match personalities well, Idont think Lydia would go for it in the long haul. I think she would fall towards Jackson to much(and I'll say it now, yes, I think Lydia/Jackson was a good pair(dotheyhaveafuckingnameomgidontknowitsdfasdfja), and though the time I questioned it, Were times I now want to believe were 'cause he was going a bit batshit and wasnt in complete control.).
So. I really dont think I should be voicing these ideas/opinions because they're stupid, but I'm gonna say it anyway because they've been nagging my mind for  ages. So, here it goes.

If anything I would think Stiles & Lydia might start dating, and then it be going pretty well and shit and they had good times and shit, but eventually maybe come to realize it might not be completely couple-ly like. I sort of think Lydia would be the first to voice this, though Stiles would have known it and have had it nagging at the back of his head and first be a bit sad but, you know be yeah,  and it was a mutual break up and they'd be good friends, and be the best  sarcasm pair ever. And that'd be it. Because, to sum up, while I think its cute, and would totally ship them, I think they'd be better in a friendship. I dont get romantic-y chemistry vibes from it. or sexual vibes. cool-snarky-best-friend-vibes, yeah.
But, again, Lydia and Jackson get chem-and-sex-vibes. totally.

And, this totally does not have to have Sterek in it. But because I'm such a SterekShipper, I need to have it in here. Because that can totally end with Stiles being with Derek. Because while he's with Lydia, Derek can be all questionably irritable and upset, and pushing around Stiles a lot more, and being aggressive with him and shit. and Stiles is all WTF I think we were done with this shit in our 'friendship' 'acquaintance' WTH. (Because, lately, Derek has already stopped most of that in our current episodes. and it's obviously gonna be a while before Lydia gets in a relationship, and hopefully by that time, Derek only roughs Stiles up at appropriate, unquestionable times.) But anyway, eventually, Derek would move on from that and maybe sort of ignoring/avoiding Stiles as best as he can, and Stiles would eventually notice, and try and pass it off as a good thing for a while, and then as if its nothing, but eventually be like Dude, I knew we werent the best of friends but I didn think we hated each other! . . . I was actually thinking we were friends for a bit there? Or what, No 'Big-Bad-Wolf' can be friends for the 'Weak-Little-Human'?! and, I dunno, weather this is before or after Lydia and him end things but, you know if its before, Derek can be all just, you cant understand this alright /rage but if its after it can be all like /angst(ish), /rage, /Suprise-Mother-Fucking-Kiss.

(whycantIwritegoodfics,motherfuckingshit,Iwishicouldwritebecausethiswouldbeafic.Some one write that all for me in a nice super awesome fic. serious. this is Sterek Teen wolf prompt awesomeness. (notreally. butIlike to believe.)

And Ima take this times to say if Sterek does become cannon, i dont want them to dive into it to hard. Like none of what people seem to want. Like hardcore out of the blue Iloveyou's and sex everywhere, and tongues down throat 24/7,
But a slow, coming to realization, angst, drama, UST, Hard Obvious-but-trying-not-to-be Flirting (and bad flirting too. maybe. while we're at it.), and stiles Dad finding out would be great*. But yeah. I mean, age difference and all. . . I mean, I think Stiles and Scott and most the gang has to be at least 16.  I mean, I've never heard of freshmen being Captain's or first string to varsity lacrosse teams. and then Derek . . . birthdays November, 1988. . .So this year he'd be 24. . . 2011(current Cannon time) he'd be 23. . .but right now its. . .March(?), so he's 22 right now. . so its a 6-7 year difference? more on that when we know Stiles' motherfuckng birthday. A part of me sort of wishes that they havent said anything on they're ages yet due to they dont want to muck shit up if they decide to give into fans. but I know thats crazy.


*okay, this is weird, but, I have like this hardcore belief on how hilariously awesome it would be if Stilinski Sr. found out by walking in on them, like, it doesnt even have to be walking in any anything hardcore, but, maybe just standing to close for it not to be questionable(Derek pushing stiles up agenst a wall(OMG even if Sterek doesnt become cannon(which it probably wont but still) that would be hilarious to see. Like Derek pushing Stiles up against his wall in his bedroom just trying to intimating or what ever, but Stilinski Sr. just walks into Stiles room then and sees him and thinks hes walking in on a private moment and freaks out(in a total non-homophobic way... more like omg I just walked in on my son possibly making out with someone. who was a guy. who was mother fucking Derek fucking used to be a possible murderer fucking hale. What.The.FUCK.)And Stiles freaks out cause his dad is freaking out thinking he's gay(butheyatleastsomeonethinkshe'satractivetogayguys) and his dads all like(from the  other side of the door 'cause he totally slammed that shit closed first thing after he saw) Yeah, Stiles, Gonna have to talk to you. After your. . . 3 minutes alright. Bring your. . . (friend?) Derek (fucking) Hale along too. That'd be great. really fucking great.) , or kissing, or what ever small things, But yeah. this was suppose to be a small note. . . till I got to the wall thing. . ./sigh.


and also, while o sterek talk, I hate it when people use the "two people, together, who . . nobody though would ever be together - EVER" "No, I could see that. . ." in sterek videos, 'cause it hits me right in the feels. NOT sterek feels. Stydia feels, and my own feels, and oh my God, feels. And it throws the sterek feel off. I dont like it.

Why do the het ship names (like Scallison and Stydia) sound like diseases? seriously. No wonder few amounts  of people go crazy over shipping them. I mean seriously.


FURTHERFUCKING MORE.
Reason I dont Ship Stiles/Erica: During all the few times that could have been them, I thought it was cause Derek told the kids pack to get close to them. And she thought you know. Friends with the know it all could be useful as fuck. How do I, sexually-revamped-Erica get close to the highschool-Boy-who-it-seems-no-one-finds-attractive(inshow)? lets say I got major crushes. and talk Batman. but talking batman is always cool.
also. Isaac/Erica. <-----------------------------------------------------------yes.
please.
now.




and
just. . .
Isaac . . . Lahey.
just. . .
Just you.
your.
yes.



I've been humming/singing Ludo's Love Me Dead all the way through this. because of this Lydia&Peter Vid. OMG. great song


alsoalsoalso, Listen/View/jackoff to this. because givahjdsvnaldvd the song, the editing, the pairing the motherfuckingfuckbucketsoffuckmmmmmmmfh.yeeessssss.

update: 
Oh, and also, I really fucking want to download the Jarek&Jamie you know;) but I fiercely dont want to risk the virus'. . . .the temptation.

I WAS FUCKING RIGHT.

ABOUT THE KANIMA.

IT WAS MOTHERFUCKING MATT..
SO SUCK IT.

finished act 3!
now reading through the intermission, and starting to wonder if its relevant. but it probably is.
either way its funny, so I guess I'm reading through the whole thing. . .
either way,  this page right here has to one of the best lines so far.
that I can remember. . .
Save for the Dave-Tavros pesterlog. . .that was amazing.

So much more informations.

So SO So.
I have a question,
Is it completely rude to just not respond to someones text cause you have no fucking clue what to say or do so you just turn off your phone then later tell them your phone died?
. . .yes?
well . . .Damn.
because I swear I've been doing that all over the board recently. . . Its like, yeah I wanna have a conversation, but. . .Im no good at it. ..
TRANSITION.YES.
Help me acquire social skills. TALK TO ME.
Pesterchum - confusedConductor.   If I'm on my computer I'm on pesterchum. and I dont use any quirks  so there you go.
please. DOWNLOAD HERE. free, small, easy, fun!(ohgod. . )

EVENMORETRANSITIONFUCKYEAH.

homestuuuuuck. somewhere in act 3 i think. . .unless i passed it and didnt notice. . . no yeah act 3.
trolls are showing up now. yay:3


~~~`
I still havent played Re:chain of memories yet. . .in like the 5 days I've had it im all like 'YEEAH WWOOOO TODAYS THE MOTHERFUCKIN' DAY! gonna play KH!KH!KH!. . . oh wait look SPN!! HOMESTUCK! tumblr! STEREK! . . .oh yeah KH. . . people are watching TV now. . .damn."
and then it doesnt happen.


Furthermore on sterek. . .
TCA didnt announce the choice summer TV show. and like WTF. thank God I didnt bother to watch it. because that woulda been terrible.
also, TOMORROWS MONDAY. FUCK YEAH.


NOW GO FUCKING PESTER ME GODDAMN.

ON ACT 3 IN HOMESTUCK MOTHERFUCKERS. HAHA. I FEEL SO FUCKING ACOMPLISHED ITS PATHETIC. SO. BLOODY. PATHETIC.
and now I'm bored. the beginning of this act is boring. I dont give a fuck about whats going on in her fucking room with these weird ass things. What the fuck is up with John? or the wayward vagabond? Furthermore what the fuck was going on with Dave with that fucking thing on the roof? Like fucking seriously.  Maybe I should continue it on tofigure it out, but holy shit, this shit is boring the fuck outta me riht now. ass.
FURTHER-FUCKING-MORE, do you read or play homestuck? I've heard it both ways, but I think it wwould be read. really.

Further more, episode 19 in supernatural! Woot.
Just to let you know I fucking HATE watching this show n my computer. So wish I could watch it on TV.

~~~
I went to a  baseball game today. . .
and now all I fucking want is a fucking chili dog. So fucking bad. I dont even know, dude. Just. . . Fuuuuuuck.

HOMESTUCK.

HAHA!
FINALLY GOT PAST ACT 1 WITHOU GIVING UP!
FOURTH TIMES THE FUCKING BEST. HELL YEAH.

okay yeah.
every other time I tried to  get  into  Homestuck I got bored and tired and and and. . .
yeah.
SO NOW I'M INTO IT.
only a little bit into act 2 though.
so.
just had to inform you I feel incredibly proud.
 ~~


(also, not Homestuck related but, go vote Teen Wolf for the Teen Choice awards. Here. My life depends on it.)

KANIMA(pt.2)// OtherTW.

OKAY SO.
last time I said Matt ft. Mr.Harris.
now. . .

Lydia, controlled by Peter Hale.
I really dont know if thats Lydia ft. Hale, Or Hale ft. Lydia.

I feel if you watched the most recent its obvious.

But well, here  I go in explaining.

Well, the Stilinski Duo thought Mr. Harris, because all the people(save Mr.AssHat-Who-Deserves-Every-Level-Of-Hell(AKA Lahey)were in his classes. But could have Peter Been in these Classes too?
Long shot, maybe, but hey, idgaf.

I still sorta think it might be Matt any how, Seeing as, they the fuck have him on the show other wise?
not just to be a stalker!


~
Furthermore.
Isaac Fucking Lahey. (Lahey. . . great name::)
I love you.
You are adorable, and an idiot.
But so Fucking Adorable.

Boyd. . .
I dont even know.
Maybe I just loving seeing you because its rare?
Or because your such a BAMF when we do see you.
But your cool.

Erica.
Erica,  Erica, Erica.
How much fucking anxiety did those fucking pills give you?
Because seriously.
Huge change  around.
Huge.
I like you, but. . .
I dunno.
Sometimes you  seem a bit, offish.
Plus you just knocked Stiles right the fuck out. Maybe I'm still abit upset for that.

More so  on.
There was more Derek in this episode! woo!
We still need more screen time for him though.
and more time in scenes with Stiles. Definitely.


Oh, Oh, I almost forgot!
Alison. Alison and Scott...
Personally Scotts not my Favorite character.
And Alison. . .
Well, ,it getes complicated.
I like her when shes away from Scott most the time. Like when shes being bad ass and shoting shit.
but when shes all obsessing over Scott in a scene, or, I  dunno, suggesting to turn must on, then go fuck in the back of the car while you're suppose to be making sure a killing creature doesnt escape(not fulling blaming her for that. Scott had fault aswell, But Alison said music.), well. Its a bit annoying.
So. Ima side with the fact Alison and Scott shouldnt be together.

oh goddamn sleep.

so, 'round 1245 "oh goddamn so tired i should go to bed"*closingoff almy tabsclosing off all my tabs* "okay yeah wIn i can just check the larry tags on tumbl real quick. just real quick." ....TWO HOURS LATER. "ou wow that was some interesting shit that went on today... time to get to bed so i can get atleast..zfucking 5-6 hours of sleep.... damnit." and pn top o it now i got all these . . . one direction . . . feels **sorry for mistakes, iphone+needing sleep.

LARRY. (you allmight just wanna ignore this.)

So. . .  (For the TL;DR, pretty much summarized if you just go to the bolds:))
thins is gonna be awkward, and take me for ages(because I'm gonna try and make sure I spell shit right, and have spaces.), and. . . you all probably just dont care.
But, continuing on.
If your a fan of One Direction, You've probably at least dipped your toes into their online fandom - meaning mostly tumblr right now - and have a type on opinion on Larry or Elounor(I'm sorry if that ship name is spelt wrong :T).
And have gone on to see the ship wars.
which, I honestly believe is all the crazies fault. by this I mean the people that say larryis 99% likely to be real, while Elounor is 100% chance being management(*). When seriously, It should be less then 1% chance(because I'm to paranoid to say 0%)of Larry being real like they want it to be, and similar chances of Elounor being fake.
And its like, if a person ships Larry, like I do(just so  we dont makeany misunderstandings  here, I Ship Larry Stylinson.)(but, See the previous, less that 1%chances across the board here!), then NO shipping Elounor(which isnt even shipping,its real.), its like, ultimate NO in the Larry fandom. Which is ridiculous, because, review  1%. And Louis and Eleanor are adorable. Really. a fucking 3D cake, a fucking Tea, and, not that I give a shit about Rhianna, but RHIANNA. SERIOUSLY?! adorable. Truely.
And while I love the hilariousness, and Sexiness, of what I've seen of Larry, I treat it like I do any other ship that  comes from  TVshows, or the like(Except for Sterek . . .that one I just dont know about. . .), It's Never Gonna Happen IRL.
As much as you, and I, wish it could(i'd mean I wouldnt have to  feel creepy about this, and actual kisses, and well, hopefully somesexy GIFs:)).

FUTHER FUCKING MORE. assholes missusing the word shipping. Shipping as  a mother fucking couple. theres no "Oh, I ship larry!. . . .NO  EW. Not as a couple; BROMANCE." NO. FUCK YOU. ASSHAT.


*sigh, Management. Many people sometimes think  this is just a Larry shippers scape goat. . .which for a lot, it really is now. But, I doubt that there isnt a 'management' of sorts changing things around a bit. Because all bands, and such, do have them. So yeah, they(or the people writing articles) might paraphrase shit, yeah. But not choose who dates or doesnt or how they act. I mention the articles, because mainly the Crazies say the reason Louis saying Larry shippers were hurting his relationship with Harry  and Eleanor wasnt really him is because they were articles, not videos or voice recordings. anyone could have written that. Probably  Management, because  they dont joke like our boys do.About their serious relationship issues. Yep. Crazies.

INGORE THIS.

Auuugh.
Im missing teen wolf  tillike. . . tomorrow night or wednesday.
and  you know , normally, this wouldnt be to bad.
exsept like everythig im fallwoing right now, is either on a brief vacation, or Teen wolf.
OS i  have nothing to do right now.
SO.
Fuckign
bored.

again,
Space broke, andjustdontgivea fuckl.
seriously.
Ishould probably slepep,
but fuck.
ijust feel likegiving this even less fukign credit, becasue of assdfasdkjlgvadiof

anyway.
Going to GA tomorrow.

NATHAN PARRETT.

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yeah. so um.
Golisten  to his amazing voice. Becasue Oh. My. God. Hisvoice. . .
I would say its like sex becasue it makes me want to---- But its too beautifulfor that. its. . .baah, I have no clue what the heck it is but god damn. Beauty.

Links/specifics in MusicPage!-->

SUPERNATURAL 7.7

so. i you know this episode, its the ones with the whole town of phychics. and, at about 33 minutes in, were you can seenthe ghost womans face clerly, HOLY MOTHERFUCKER BITCH IS A SCARY FUCK. NO JOKE. though i was sleeping after this. NOPE. DICK SUCKERS. //-//-//- furthermore. i have a few lines of whitney hustons "i wanna dance with somebody" stuck in my head. its terrible yet wonderful yet annoy yet beautiful all at the sametime.

KANIMA.

HDIDISNFUSSJ OKAY so, i was reading around peoples theorys, and, apperently, during the episode 7 thhing were mr.harris is getting in the car and he has the same bumper sticker as he car in episode 5. well, aperently, you could hear another person ge into the car, though we dont see him. meaning, this person says, may mean Harris isnt the master, but assisting him. and hen they theorized that he may have suffocated the pregnant woman for the Kanima. BUT, i was thinking, he guy into hood was the same master from the beginning of the episode, and either way he was to short. he'd hav to be a... student... MATT. (previously I didnt believe matt was the master, purely because people who think he is just say "his faaace" and "creeping on alison", and i thhink itd be to obvious.) AND THATS WHY he needed harris to drive him, hes a student. but why would harrris be doing that even? HELLO RELATION. O HO HO HO HO HOH. also, when i saw spiderman, the first thought i had when they showed the lizard was KANIMA. also sorry for any mistakes. writtig thins from Ipod. bery difficult. and i dont wanna to throw and fix every singlething.

SUPERNATURAL SEASON 7

IM FINALLY WATCHING IT. HECK YES. ALLNIGHTER? . . . saddly not, church in the morning. BUT OMGWTFBBQHDKDOSNSKZII8487;&48/$38(84!:8JDISKSHIR SUPERNATURAL!

Baby showers, SpaceBars, HELL(alsoknownasschool)

Are pretty boring.
Just so you know.
If you have to go to one and have any way to get out of it, take it.

In other news, I think my space bar is wigging out.
i keep  on having to go back and make sure there is a space.
Its getting sort of annoying, because, unlike other people, who either just stare at their screen, and dont need to see what theyre typing(though I can do that as well.), or just go back and forth between like each word or sentence or what ever, (and usually do so slowly! ), I just stare at the keyboard,and eventually(usually paragraph-ish or topic change-ish), I look to see if there are any mistakes. So having to check for spaces are a bit. . .I dunno. yeah.

School starts for me on August 14th. I  go to pick up ID/Schedule on the 9th. . . nervous yet excited.
I dont know if they changed my schedule format, because earlier they were gonna give a free 7th period(meaning I'd start at 7, end at two), but I wanted a open 1st (begin at  8, out at 3), and I filled out the form buuuut. Well, I dunno if there gonna actually change it.
Further more,  I know I'm gonna get the PE teacher i really dont want. I just know it.
I know pretty much what classes I'mhaving though. ((Bio.,Spanish1(D:), English2, algegra2(uuugh),PE2(last year of hell if i pass!!!), World/US history... I think its world though. . . not sure.)) Just need order and teachers now. . .

SpiderMan

I saw it last night.
With Alexis and Amanda.
and, according to Amanda,  it was better than the old ones. But, I've only ever seen one of them as far as I can remember, and I cant even remember the actual movie.
But, Either way, I really loved it.
actiony,and funny, and Andrew Garfield, and Emma Stone looks better redhead but what ever, and Lizards.
and glass breaking.
But anyway, I feel like a idiot.
Because I thought Mary Jane was the blonde and Gwen Stacy was the redhead. So when it finally dawned on me, I was just . . . Baah.

anyway,
Go see it.

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. . .
yeah.
So.
um.
For starters, Tyler Poseys crooked fucking jaw is fucking distracting from fucking every thing and everything.
even the shirtless scenes(which, for him,have become rarer:T). BUT. I can tell you, thanks to this new episode today, I have found what apparently can. When he shares a scene with a nearly naked Colton Haynes(;.

Furthermore, Still in love with Jackson. No matter what you say. even if he creepily eaets a snake and seem to thoroughly enjoy the experience. Or . . .Perv.'s quite hard on Alison. Becasue he didnt seem to know what the fuck was up.

AND DUUUDE. Why did Junior have to be young Peter Hale? and a fucking hallucination?! And be never returning to this series?! Because seriously. that fucking actor. that fucking actor.
and he was cute with Lydia. and Lydia needs someone.
though I still do like Stiles with Lydia, even though I ship Sterek. But still, I dont think she will get over Jackson as easily. I like them together, too.

Anyway, anyway,
Erica seizing.
my sister and I kept yelling at the screen saying that pickng her up like Stiles did would have probably killed her, and they would have been better off leaving her on her side as she was. Realisticly.
and yeah, I could ignore it because its just a show. . . You know maybe if they hadnt already done the proper thing already in the show, meaning the full out knew.

I Sort of miss Coach Finnstock. He may have not been that important to the whole plot, but damnit I miss him. He's funny.
also, I feel like there has been less Derek. but that may just be me.I like to get as much of him as possible:)

Furthermore, Mrs. Argent is  definitely abusing her secretary powers. Cant just call kids out of detention because you think that they're fucking you daughter. ((feel as if I have to share this: IN that sentence I accidentally spelt Fucking as fuknig and it suggested 'knight' as the right word.))

ALSO. MATT.
I STILL DONT EVEN KNOW.  WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH YOU. EXPLAIN YOURSELF. NOW.

Forth of July. . .

was pretty cool.
I was up at the beach with my family(on mothers side)
for a week.
Pretty good.
it went from really sunny and pretty to foggy and cold.
but i ate Ostridge  so its okay.

but my phone died on the 3rd or 4th or what ever at a terrible time so. i should probably charge it
though I, a bit scarred of doing so.