so in english were reading this book on the Vietnam war

and we all had to choose a name out of a hat, and after we finish the book we have to write an essay about them,
and the one i got is the guy who, so far, has not really thought or said or possessed anything significant,


save for the fact all he does is think about this girl he had gone out with once.
all that its been so far, think about the girl, read her letters, lick the envelope, jack off abit probably i mean really, regret regret regret he didnt do more than kiss her that one night that hed actually done something


and


im just
are you fucking kidding me?
ive just been getting over my obsessiveness with previous persons,
in which i was  sort of like this - except worse in the fact id never done more then short conversations at the most.
and i  get this character, by fucking chance
are you kidding me

also ive just seen that a person isnt going to my school any more

and
i cant stop being depressed over it

and i hate it
because


no
im not allowed to care about it
you know

i just shouldnt
its not good
its not healthy
its slightly obsessive
and i hate hate hate it
and i just


how do you stop obsessing over caring about thinking of  a person?

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k so really right now all i really want to do

all that i can think about???
is just like



basically

well
really


id kind of be just happy enough to just see this one kid
from my school
this one blonde kid
which would tell you nearly everything if you went to me school
(i hope you dont go to my school)
(that'd be embarrassing)
(because this is pathetic as hell)

(but i cant stop thinking about it)
(s i have to get it out there)
(and)
(well)
(yeah)


and like

fuck
because

i cant fucking stop thinking
about
well
pretty much everything to do with this guy

and its so hopelessly pathetic
 I fucking hate
not being able to stop thinking

once and i while i wouldnt mind
i mean
its less pathetic
i tihnk of random people once and a while and its what ever
but its like fucking constantly
just
in the back of my mind
just
going
looping through
fuckin 24/7





not great wording but fuck you


fuuuuuuuuuuuuucking hell
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(he has a reall ynice face and is nicely fit and a prettyprettyprettysmile and mouth and lips goddamn and just
his nipples are nice too did i mention that because i thnkk about it alot its so stupid i just
did you know averagely lips/nipples/head of penis have the same color apparently? is this fact?(also i was watching star trek and dude chris pine i know his lips arent normally that fucking pink as wow but all i could think was like if this is fact i dont know if i should laugh/cry/stare in awe cos damn bro) id like to know because im pathetic as a fucking





whats something really pathetic
like the most pathetic thing you can think of????
the only thing i cant think of is me so

pathetic as me i guess
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im thinking abou tso much dick its starting to cause me pain


i tihnk im causing my self mental scars

because i cant
stop thinking
about
dick















what
the fuckign
hell
i hate you universe 

id pay serious money to see chris pine and zachary quinto fuck

like damn bro

resisting temptation is hard you guys



 :(

Three Questions by lang leav

oh mygod,
george blagden is a fucking angel,
his voice, holy crap,  I love it

fuhhuhuhuhuuhuhhuuuhhhhhhh whyyy im gonna cryyyyyy

HOLY FUCKING WHYHJSUDJSJUDJEJSUEJDUUSJJUUUUZZZZZZZZZZZ

My goddamn spanish teacher kept me back like seven minutes (which in its self isnt bad but) when i came out inalmost ran into the other french teacher so dodge to the right(closer to the wall) and am all  'oh yeahsorry' but hen i round the fucking corner
AND FUCKIN CLTNMYRJZZZFUK and just
i lie god damn super jump away in fucking exaduration because im a fucking dumb ass and jesus fucking shit man
and oh my god i just
i got out to my friends
WHICH WAS WHAT I WAS HURRYING FOR IN THE FIRST PLACE
and im all just just sjut shfuffffff
and
i
i just
fell
just
sat and layed down
which i DONT DO
andrea does that
NOT me
but i just
yeag
 then
we were walking down the stairs and m cousin is just saying stuff and i just
i just sit down in e middle of the stairs becaus
because no
i i just cant
and he just keeps on talking sbout brianna or PE and things that just make me remember i jUST FUCKING JEKSIXFJJHDJFKDJi
this is also the guy i yelled at about whistling
also
have i meantioned knight?
its a thing with andrea
we were just sitting one day
and nmaing what people would be and he was walking bu
so hes a knight
also the guy she was shipping with the guy i almost ran into
but i m all like, no, they look goddamn related
so a month ago, we were walking by the hall they sit in most the time with theese bunch of other dudes, some o which she knows well.
so, that day they were all sitting like one guy left, one guy right, one guy left, one guy right, etc; so she all like wow and shit yeah. so we leave and shes all WAIT and runs back and asks if their related (they are. somehow.)
so today, we were sitting in the hall near the door accross the breeze eay because thats where we sit.
and knight, his some how relative i almsot ran into, and 2 pr three others come in the door
and knights in front right
so shes all just
HEY WHATS YOUR NAME
and hes just
uhm brenden. . .?
and gives the guys behind him a look and just
oh my god
your kidding me
really
yeha.
so
also, this kid i also run inot who, if you havent caught it, i find fairly attractive (I DONT LIKE HIM I DONT KNOW HIM SO I CANT LIKE HIM THAT YOU BERY FUCKING MUCH ASS FACES I CAN ANDREA), was the guy i yelled at about bow to be whistling because i didnt know it was him at first so 
yeah
seems im just 
doing stupid shit around him
and its just
okay yeah i do stupid shit alot
bit alm the legitimatly embarrasing stuff
its all involving him like
what
theeeeee fuckccckckckck

oh ob oh
i just remembeed 
i talkedabout this last school year.  when we were dancing in PE 
he was he guy i was dancing with the time i just completely blanked out 
yeah
that happened i guess

okay so i figured out this problem with my friend

To be specific, one of my best manbros.. . .My only real manbro, to be honest.
But anyway,
Hes terribly attractive, like, If i explained to you a male I believe is perfect in appearance, hed almost be 95% complete.
 Blue eyed, blonde, tall enough, Fit. Yknow.
And he's got his gaddamn hair cut, so, yeah, hes cute.
and hes almost there in the whole personality thing, yknow.
Alright sense of humor (He kind of repeats his jokes he gets from legit comedians and its kind of lame but hey,), Smart (but he kind of hates it when people make little mistakes and its kind of obnoxious. recently im also thinking hes got a bit of a complex were hes got to know everything and always be best. annoying), good morals.
But seriously i figured out why its been so hard for me to figure out how i feel about this guy.
and youve probably got it down by reading this but. seriously. Its taken for ever for me to rationalize all of it.
Because hes got the perfect apperence
but hes got these dumb ass ideas as what relationships or people must have and its stupid.
kind of a terrible sense of humor as the fact in which he'll laugh at anything sometimes, and just repeats comedians, HATEs when someone make a small mistake, like really, grow up. And get over yourself, you cant have a goddamn hissy fit everytime some one out does you, or insist 'yes i did know that i just didnt tell you when you asked' all the goddamn time. Also hes one of those people that'll blame others when all you have to say to authorites "yes sorry wnt do it again" because they honest to god CANT give a fuck about who started it, just shut the fuck up, aight. Aight. Alright. so there you go
Scoring:
Appearance: 92%
Mind: like goddamn fuckin 2% (Probably more of aaaaaaaaa 8-10%)


(hes to stuck between Femme and masculine anyway, to weird.)

so i guesss i like kindalike kinda femme guys in shortishdresses
i guess thats a thing
i guesss

the amount of problems i have with myself just isnt cool

fuckfuckfuckufcufkcufkcufkcufkcufkcufcufcufucuckfucfufkucfkucfkucfucfucufufcufkcufcufkcuccfuuuuuck
FUCK
why did i even
i mean it was just
i wasnt going to fight it for that lng?
or that seriously cause shit
i mean
it was just fuck
I mean
what
It was
fuck
he thinks hes not attractive ecause of a scar over his eye and his hair is messy all the time. 
please. i mean, half tempted to say you dont know how many times i want to run my hands over that scar? kiss that fucking scar? its a great scar. its tiny as shit but hey, its cute. 
so's his hair, i mean,, girls run their hands through it all the fucking time. its fucking fantastic. 
you dont have a nice complexion no shit your a fucking teenager like really who the fuck do youthink you fucking are dickwad.
 and he need s to stop calling me beautiful and saying love you before he goes to bed because this is why i fucking hate people who dont let other know their attracted to them when the change or vent or tease or what ever. its just unfair, or not rigtht its just. people are doing all these things thinking its fine and platonic and all that shit but if its just fucking not then you have to let them fucking kow or at lwast have them stop doign it because thats just not right mean

Fra Fee y u so q like srs.

L.I.E. (2001 movie)

I watched it here

its pretty fucking great
serious you should watch it
every one should.
Just wish Howie and gary had spent a littl eore time together you know(COmpletely disregarding any story plot of the movie, shit would have been hot. like hell. like holy fuck i dont approve of swallowing guns but baby do that any fucking time you wanna cuz BAm)(okay got carried away but you;d get it if you sAW IT CUZ FUCK ME WTHI A SPOOON BRO..)

OKAY YEAH.
good movie and just
wow ending??/
didnt see it coming.
so basically.
So some not so but still spoilers.
Howies this kid with disfuncional familys ands hangn\ing around with this crew, who rob the occasional house. Kids bein Kevin( i think?) Whos fucking his sister with out a rubber and does not apporve of the sausage swapin (that sadly doesnt happen between howie and gary :(), Brian who im guessin was p tight with Gary before Howie came long, pretty sure he knew gary was bit gaAaAay, and didnt really minds it but you know. Oh and then theres gary who Howie and we all subconsciously wanted to fuck. so yeah
um((real biggy spoilers i suppose)
then gary and he rob this house, steal and later molest some guns and well john tracks gary cuz *MAJIKZ FINGR WAAGZ* (was gross as fuck though like >:P) and Gary bein the puss he is, is like HOAWWARDS BLITZERES so john goes and guess plans to fuck him in compentsation, is creeps ass fucks though.
but yeah shit goes down and emotionally unstable Howie gets father figure, who he never even kind of fucks thaNK YOU GOD THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN SO DISGUSTING. bt yeah johns lover is unstabel (bIG DUH) and shoots the fucker up.
so yeahs.
Spoilaz end~~~~~~~~~~~


So herm yeah
super depressed i cant find no writing about this shit  but hey.
dugg the fuck out of this movie.
 Farewell;)

 

 (Pictured- Some nice gun molestation. Yes, Guns were scarred for life in the making of this production.)(but thats okay 'cos dAMN dat b haawtts.)

NEWSIES + BAD ROMANCE = FUCKING BEAUTY

HEAR ME OUT AOKAY, ITS ANDAMFD,SFSDFSDMAZING
AND JUST JUST JUST
KLICCCCCCK
WATCH
LAUGH UP A FUCKING LUNG BECASUE OH MY GOD JUST--

AND THEN THERE WAS ONE TO TIK TOK AND I DIES BC ITS ALMOST BETTER WHAAT??

















aND THEN THERE WAS THE MOTHER FUCKING BEST
WITH
CAN YOU GUEESS
NSYNC
TEARIN UP MY HEART
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

THERE ARE SO AMNY GOOD ONES THOUGH LIKE LIKE

BRITNEYSPEARASSSSS

okay so i watched the Newsies with my mom on christmas eve after our whole party thig
so ive just kinda been like
obsessed
so
im listening to the songs
overandoverandovverandover
and just
each voice is just so
and teh guy who was david ( I suck at actors fuck you) had such a prettyvoice. . . so much prettier than batmans.
not that his wasnt good but just
heh.
david.



AND OH MY GOD HAVE YOU EVER SEEN SO MANY ATTARCTIVE BOYS IN ONE MOVIE
SHIRTLESS
WET
DANCING
SHIRTLESS
DRESSED SO ADORKABLYACTRACTIVLYHOT
JUST WOW
THERE WAS ONE FEMALE IN THIS MOVIE
AND


MEN ARE NICE.
(specifically  Blink Skittery David Spot and Jack in about that order give or take a scene)

does that boy know how fucking atteactive he is

there is no fucking possible way that he does
because fuck
boy is fine.
as
fuck.

like shit.
fit as a fucking fox

but fuck
how does one manage to be that fucking fine
and so fucjing adorable
because shit
didnt jnow a man could look that fucking nice.

ive got a charming thing about me that makes me unattractive
or a charming thing about me were you never go "i did like to date her"

or
an unatrractive thng that makes me charming
or aun dateable thing that makes me charmingor

what ever the shit it was he said
it was like
to charming
or
essentially
unattractive and undateable

because charming


fuck
fuuuuuuuck everything


like this is just a bro saying it, and like i dont give a fuck about him essentially,
but
Fuck
really
wow
i just
fuck.

NO his exact "clarifing sentence" was:
No, you've got this. . . Charming thing about you were, were i would never go "i want to date her" - I would never have that problem!


what.
the shit?

i hate it when peopel listen tome at the worsttimes
seriously
dont

just
ugh
dont listne to me
keep going on

dont stopit
i liked that
it was okay



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