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k so really right now all i really want to do

all that i can think about???
is just like



basically

well
really


id kind of be just happy enough to just see this one kid
from my school
this one blonde kid
which would tell you nearly everything if you went to me school
(i hope you dont go to my school)
(that'd be embarrassing)
(because this is pathetic as hell)

(but i cant stop thinking about it)
(s i have to get it out there)
(and)
(well)
(yeah)


and like

fuck
because

i cant fucking stop thinking
about
well
pretty much everything to do with this guy

and its so hopelessly pathetic
 I fucking hate
not being able to stop thinking

once and i while i wouldnt mind
i mean
its less pathetic
i tihnk of random people once and a while and its what ever
but its like fucking constantly
just
in the back of my mind
just
going
looping through
fuckin 24/7





not great wording but fuck you


fuuuuuuuuuuuuucking hell
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(he has a reall ynice face and is nicely fit and a prettyprettyprettysmile and mouth and lips goddamn and just
his nipples are nice too did i mention that because i thnkk about it alot its so stupid i just
did you know averagely lips/nipples/head of penis have the same color apparently? is this fact?(also i was watching star trek and dude chris pine i know his lips arent normally that fucking pink as wow but all i could think was like if this is fact i dont know if i should laugh/cry/stare in awe cos damn bro) id like to know because im pathetic as a fucking





whats something really pathetic
like the most pathetic thing you can think of????
the only thing i cant think of is me so

pathetic as me i guess
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