but its like 1 in the fucking morning and my friend doesnt pick up her phone during the goddamn day
fuck
i feel like all my friends just know what theye fucking doing
like theyve got a purpose or some shit
or talent
or fuck
jsut something to do with theyre lives.
and yeah thats ridiculous
because one has fallen into a depression
the other is curious about black magic (though i think ive talked him out of it??)
and the other thinks shes like useless for some fucking reason
but fuck
theyve
all done shit with their lives
and we're only like 16
but
fuck
they know what they want to do
psychology and shit with writing
writing and filmmaking
writing and biology
and theyve all got school going so fucking well for them
and they know what theyre doing even withnot specifically thefuture
one just writes all the goddamn time
and theyve all got jobs
and lives
fuck
even if some of my friends 'dont know what theyre doing with their lives'
theyve got the skills to fucking wing it
seriously
fucking boyscout schmoozing skill and knowing people and being able to fucking talk and do shit
and singing, writing, teaching, being a fucking normal, good person, being able to fuckign talk
and
jesusmfuck
im quickly falling into nothing and i cant fucking even
fuck
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