im yired and vired what do i do?@??

whoa shit that was pretty acurat (was looking way from keyboard and screen completely.
And i knew i got that wrong. knew it.
lets try more.


hows it foing?

kist shipping ftulrd s biy usknoe

pfft.
yeah i knew that last one was shit.
its like,
once youve got going, you dont have to think about it, and your aces.
but as soon as you start thinkig ou fuck up to shit.

interesting
TIRED OMG IM SHUTTIGN UP NOWFAJDSLKFDSFADSFADGADFGDFGFDAG

OH MY GOD I KNOW WHAT THAT FARRIS WHEEL IN LONDON IS CALLED NOW.



























YESSSSS

SO.
fuuuck
today was busy
but I got shoes and a belt so
its cool
also
hey heyhey
whats up.
im bored as motherfuckign fuck and im behnd in the radioshows, a nd jsut
asdfjlasdkfasdfsd





CMyoursmileisbeautifulandneverstopdoingitbecausegod,areyousexy.

Okay, so, I and my brother were talking about Pokemon today,
and somehow we just ended up talking about how creepy some the Pokedex entries are.
So I looked some those up, and they really are. Some are just like, holy shit morally depressing,
some re holy shit, creep tastic. Kidnapping, stalking, loving the crying of children.
anyway,
We started talking about Prof. Oak's bullshit, and like, how he hates his grandson.
And then we got to  Lavender Town (one of Garys pokemon died their after he became a master or something, and Oaks just like, Obv. your not a master, or you wouldnt let your animals die)
and then just
Lavender Town
so
I looked it up and just
and just
okay weird.
Just weird
and
I was just on my Ipod, so I just asked him to tell me one the pokemon creepypasta stories, and he told me the "strangled red" or something one.
and
okay, creeeeeepy. Creepy.
cool though I guess.
and like, I heard where the guys insperation came from.
and
cool.
really cool.
SO like, (if you didnt know) the guy atually was tradding his Charizard with his older bro, who had used a cheat or sometihng to get most the Poke', so yeah, theyre trading it and all, and it actually did freeze, so the turn off and back on and the Charizard isnt on either, so just, the older bro goes to the kid(like age 8-10) "He got strangled by the cord in the transfer"
and just,
1) Dick older brother. Like, holy fuck. instantly telling my bro thanks for not being that big of a douche.
2)made this story lots cooler. Knowing backgroudn to things liek scary stories is always cool.

yeah so..yeah.
 

OKAY I HAVE ALOT MORE TO SAY ABOU TTO DAY BUT I WAS LISTEING TO RADIO AND
OF MONSTERS AND MEN (BY LITTLE TALKS) CAME ON,AND
I DONT KNOW
I WAS IN THE HEAD SET OF PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER AND MOVING MOVIES(FUUUCK WANNA SEE IT SO BAAAAAAAAAD)
AND JUST
A LINE OF THE SONG
ITS JUST
IT HIT ME AS DREAM BOY(BY JIM GRIMSLRY)
AND
AND
FUUUUUUUUUCK
IMA CRY.

HNGDNAFKGJASDLFASDFDSF

okay
I was gonna listen in
but

Ive been sick for the past few days
and I got to go to school tomorrw
so
Fuck
i jsut
asjfkasdljf
sleeping

I;; listen tomarooewrwwer
cant paay no attetnion riht now.
yeah.
night..

homg. . .
tumblr Larry fans listening to grimmys show rightnow jsut for him calling Louis.  .
holy fuck.
is anyone else reading their bullshit?
serious.

its like,
630 there.
do you really want him to hurry up and call Louis at 630?

seriously.
I hate that people are just
holy fuck
dont care
hurry up asshole, you now its just all 1D fans listening to hear you talk to Louis


just.
fuck
no

Hey. Dropping these here for now. Just to check up on when I've got more time.


WORLD'S AWAY by Namesake
45 by The Gaslight Anthem

REASONS by We The Ghost
CRAZY by Royal Bliss

  FRIENDS by Band of Skulls 
 THE PARTING by Katatonia

 iN LONDON by Company Company
ANCHOR CHASING by Taylor Berrett

A LADY AND A TRAMP by Venetia Fair
 WELCOME TO THE CHURCH OF ROCK & ROLL by Foxy Shazam

 PRESSURE by Rains
 THE BROKEN by Stars In Stereo

HAVEN'T HAD ENOUGH by Marianas Trench
  I CAN ONLY LOVE YOU by David Castro Band

 AIN'T FAIR by Deap Vally
 THOUGHT I KNEW by November Lily

READY OR NOT by Bridgit Mendler 
 TELL ME SO by Seapony

 WELCOME TO MY HEAD by Wayland
 WHAT BUILT ME by Queen Caveat

Perks of Being a Wallflower

((if you know anything about me, its the fact im  absolutly nuts over this book. Its fuck brilliant.))

HOLY FUCK.
you have NO idea how fucking PISSED I am that THIS FUCKGIN GODDAMN MOVIE
Isnt in a theatre near me.
Like,
SHIT.
really?
you GOT to do that?

I coulda seen this shit midnight.
but NOOOOOOOOO
you jsut got to be assholes.

proabbly gonan have to wait till fucking OCTBER.
SHIT.


Darn, I really wanted to see this movie as soon as possible.
But,
Hey,
What ever.
I can just wait
calmy.
over here.


sigh.



(I also love ezra millers face.)
(and Emma watson)
(and you know what? Holy shit Id be lying if I said I didnt appreciate that percy jackson kids face(yeahyeah dont knwo the guys name:T))

GRYLES. (omygodokayywahjustignoreme)

OKay, yeah
i know
lame.
but
I just
I need it in writing somewhere for when my friend barates me for liking Gryles more than Larry now cuz shes a total Larry shipper.
so
Its jsut
I believe Larry was real
and might just be on the fence now
or . . . maybe resently over, cause I've been hearing Lou seemed real jealous in some interview by grimmy, I just havent found the interview yet.
And anyway,
I tihnk
you know
mybe Lou didnt really want to come out, or was having troubles with that whole thing.
and
Depending on how you feel
Thats why Louis got with Eleanor/ was okay with management getting him Eleanor.
and
Just
Harry didnt liek that
and was hanging with Grimmy
and yeah
friendship and shit and would yell/cry/tears/Emotion about Louis not wanting to come out or like, Yeah, with him
and then just
you now
relationship happened.
because
oh my gos
yes.
im sorry.
I could have said all of this a whole fucking lot better
by I dont give a damn
the jist of my thoughts is down in . . .writing
now.

WHen you find a song on tumblr, and its just,
holy fuck
this is amazing

but
you cant figure out what song it is.

Oh my god. . .

THIS
VIDEO.

I
I
I dont
Karkat, Holy shit bro.
Why had I never realized how much. . .
oh my god Karkat.

Wow.

Also,
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFf
I love Karkats voice actor, and holy shit headcannon since i'd first heard it.
John
John I like that one too.
Preeeetty cute.

Taking more Homestuck quizzes:DDDDDDDD

because I can.

Title Quiz

Mage of Void
 
Little is known about Mages, other than that they use magical powers. Hence the name 'Mage'. Yeah.

Void players have control over information, specifically the concealment and destruction of it. With the ability to hide their and others' presence from view, they are a team's greatest asset for staying out of the eyes of higher powers. They are often technically minded, and tend to be more cautious than teammates.
Hnnng, that outfit. DO want. I'd try to reach god tier just for that.

Land Quiz/guide?

Your land itself is dark and minimalistic. There is very little happening at all, and what little there is is hidden for you to find and explore on your own terms. If there are any consorts, they are most likely scattered, if not hiding or in hibernation. However, there is a problem to solve that will loom over your land, and it's up to you to solve it yourself. (I got "reserved")

Guardian 
Your quest is to protect your land and the consorts from an impending doom! This could be a swarm of monsters, a plague threatening the life of the world, a monstrous storm, whatever!

Land Name:
Land of Haze and Mirrors  (LOHAM? LOHAM.)

Derse/Prospit test

Behind-the-Scenes(Informing and Responding). With patience and a calm, quiet style, they focus on understanding and accommodation to lead the team to the best possible result. (ISFJ)

Derse Dreamer

ChumHandle(using wikipedia method):
sweetTarget

StrifeSecubus
(holy hell, tryign to find a quiz/test/whatever on this. the only thing I can find thats not a random generator is "item to your left is your strife secubus" BUT HOLY FUCK NOTHING IS TO MY LEFT. seriously. point straight across you get wall.)
 (okay, so, ones to the direct front of me(with Left hand) and right of me)
Okay okay, So  (most used to backup)

extsnfrkkind
knifekind
rubikskind

 Fetch Modi
I'd go with Puzzle  after a while
Start out with Array though.

ohmygodmyhariissofuckingmattedinthebackholyfucknonnonnononononononnononoononononononononononononononononoonononononononononononononononononohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodfuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

Do I seem like an asshole to you?

'Cause I feel like an asshole most the time.

or well

also when I'm just thinking about something so utterly fucking stupid I do. . .

I have a lot of meaningful conversations in my head.

And, By conversations, I dont mean I just like, run off ideas like I'm the only one here.
I make up people, or people in my life, have their voice - their face - in my head, talking to me.
I have settings there that just come along.
Tone, motions, everything.
And,
Sometimes. . .
I really
really wish it was really happening because then I could just get some fucking help.
Because my mind just likes to fuck with me.

I really just sort of wish I could actually say these things out loud.
Or at least record them down.
But I
I jsut cant you know.

And


Jesus,
I really really hate it.

They're conversations I really should be having
but
its hard
really really hard.

I hate myself and I kinda just wanna crawl up into a ball listening to sad Ed Sheeran songs and slowly die.

 

But hey. . .
what ever.

I'm getting really tired of my friends. . .

And, I dont know. . . its really awkward, beause, I really want new friends but, I ssort of suck at takig to people.

and I,
the reasons their pissing me off. . .

well, I have liek two really close friends.
one,
Alexis,
I just,
she. . .
Shes like, she thinks its weird im not talking about people I like all the time, but if I do . . . shes all weird about it.
Like, I'd love to tell her about it, If she wasnt such an asshole about it.
and,
I dress weird, okay.
and, I try not to be to horrendously unmatching though you know? Just because it pisses me off a bit, un less its just like, Fuck it, its clean and comfy. im wearing it.
But today, WE were walking aroudn and I was in camo shorts(they're the only clean shorts I have right now) and this blue really comfy shirt(clean and short sleaveeeed) and shes jsut asked why im not wearing the vest she bought me(Red jacket vest, black/grey stripes, red lining, awesome hood)(and the previous day she was complaining cuz it didnt match with what i was wearing) and im just like. . . It woulsnt really match y'knnow, and shes just like, So? you dont care, you wear what you want.
and Im just
fuck you.
fuck you you fucking asshole.
and she says shit- like mumbling yknow - liek how she doesnt think I'll every like have kids or be with some one, and shell say 'em one time were its like, you know im gonna hear it, but, when im like "what" shes just Nothing!
and
Holy fuck. If youre gonna be that kind of attrocious asshole, at least own up to it you fucking cock suckign whoreish cunt.
 and shes always bitching she not social or popular or what ever
and its like
shut the fuck up
you have so many more friends then I do(she always like, Youre my only friend~~~!), people like you, people think youre pretty, people what to date you - thats another thing.
she says people dont like her, bbut the guys who obviously do, like, look at her and smile and shit, and obviously want to get with her, If she doesnt find them attractive, then theyre creepy. Seriously. If a guy she deems attractive does the exact same thing, she loves it. shes so fucking shallow and I hate it. I hate it.
So much.
Shes also one of Those People.
SHe wants to leave her school now(ive been bugging her since school has started) just because her boyfriend wants to break up with her.

anyway,
my other friend,
Shes really pretty okay.
and like, I love her.
I do
Shes a best friend
But Im really just not hers.
I hate it.
Shes great and amazing, and I wish she could see that.
But, shes always complaining that shes not pretty or shit. and im just,
I wish I was half as attractive as you are.
 and,
Fuck, okay so, we're really close to my cousin, okay,
And, she tells him everything. like, everything, Boys, clothes, family and its just,
I hate she doesnt trust me at all.
and, anyway, my cousin talks to this other girl alot now to, and yeah, shes pretty and cool, and blonde/white.
well, I tihnks shes a bit of a prick, but shes alright, and alot of people like her.
And so, she gets so pissy if hes talking to her.
shes cried.
while She, Him, her, and I were walking. (She jsut turned a different street then us) and im just. . . Im right here. I
I want to takl to you.
I liek to talk to you.
talk to me.
Im here.
Adn
shit it really fucking hurts when that shit happens, okay.
adn shes just
shes one of those people that pussys out of debates adn im just fuck
 no you strated this, come back and get your proper fucking asskicking, or kick mine. one or the other, douchebag!
but thats my problem
but, what realy pisses me off
she s always like
I wanna make memories!
I wanna do something new!
Just waiting for something new and exciting to happen!
I love doing crazy things with friends!
and.
she doesnt
at all
I sugeust some stuff, and she just looks at me weird
and
I want to do interesting things
i dotn want to sit on my ass all day
 I want friends who will do things with me!
 and last year, I wanted to go to homecoming, and dances, and games, and
just
she didnt want to.
So, I had no one else to go with.
so i was screwed
but this year, she says she wants to go.
SO we probably will.
but
its
I feel like I got to now.
becacuse she wants me to
and
i hate she wont do this shit for me
but
I dont know.


Friends are getting tiring
and boring
and I hate it

OH MY GOD

UNSUSPECTING NOSH FEEEEEELS

GODDAMN BIRTHDAYS. I LOVE THEM. 

SO MANY BIRTHDAY SEX POSTS.

AND AND AD
everything elseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


noooooooooooooooooooooossssh

so cuuute:)

WHY IS EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE SO GODDAMN DEPRESSING

Today, I jsut
I started ut really depressed as it was.
I havent sleeped great, or done much,
as I gave myslef a bit of whiplash  on sunday.
SO,
I just felt like shit in the first place.
then I had to skip out on PE, And one of my favorite stretches(one of the few that always make me feel really relaxed, and well, awesome) hurt me while I sat up (fuck you whiplash.).
SO that was prety much the opisite of awesome. It sucks majorly, and like, any other time Id love to not me running or shit, but, I really need to.
Then in W.History we watched a 9/11 video.
and
just
I didnt want to stay in class.
If id been closer to the door,  and i would have gotten in so many peoples way I would have gone an waited outside.

And,
you know,
when somethings going on.
and people are talking to you about it
and it like,
something you dont really want people making a big deal about it,
except like, a few people you want to notice
but that person never does.
and that just makes you feel like shit

yeah.
Like, I didnt want it to be a big deal
I didnt liek it being a deal
and it like, well, if its gonna be a deal, at least they'll probably make a deal of it too?
okay..
I can deal with it then.

but,
nope.


anyway,
My spanish teacher lke hates me or sometihng and kept me back about an hour to do worksheets i'd completed in the first 20minutes. . .
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

Go watch thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis

Its ridiculously cute.,
and its in Portuguese, according to translators,

and the title (Eu Não Quero Voltar Sozinho) translates to something like I will not go back alone (according to translators :T)

But if anyone  knows a better translation?

or what that song is around 9:50! like. . . the eternity is... thing, and the two say the lyrics different? 

SHADOW OF THE COLOSSUS.

OH GOD I HAVENT PLAYED IT IN SO LONGGGGG

WHY HAVENT I?

blaaaarg.
maybe ishould tomorrw.
but oh wait.
were gonna celebrate my birthday.
so theyll watch football.
that i dont care about :|
but i get presents .
so what ever.
not really.
I'll get no such things.
ill also get a cake I dont eat.
so 
okay.

The fucking ninth one man.
Im stuck  trying to find him
its like
holy fuck bro
I must have run all the fuck aroudn that shit.
but i cant find the motherfucker.

Is it weird. . .

That I like laughing til my stomach hurts?

like, I dont know.
the fact I'm laughing that hard at something stupid is jsut . . .
sort of. . .
I dotn know, makes you feel happier because your . . . are. . . laughing at stupid shit. .
okay i dont know.
I thought I came into this prepared, but obviously not.
because. .
this is jsut getting confusing.


But laughing til my stomach hurts is happening alot right now cuz my stomach muscles are all tense and shit for I dont know why.
but yeah.

 . . .

. . .

. . . 

bye.

ANARCHY AXE IS THE BEST AXE.





THAT IS ALL.

OH GOD WHY

Hey, look!

nothing new is going on!

how exciting!






babys  are weird.
 

HOMESTUCK KICKSTARTER

HOMGHOMGHOMGHOMGHOMGOMHGOMGHOGMHOMFDOGFDSADFGSFD
GI
I
I
I CANT
I PHYSICALLY
NO
JUST HNNNG
NO.
I
I

MY BODY IS NOT READY
NO
I
I CANT EVEN
ICANT EVEN LOOK AT TEH FUCKING BANNER WITH OUT

WITHOUT
HNNNNNNNNNNG
YES
HOMG
YESSSSSS
WOOHOPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I WISH
I WISH I HAD THE ABLITIY TO GIVE SOMEMONEY
BUT I DONT


BECAAUSE IM A TERRIBLE FUCKKING PERSON.

I feel weird seeing that none of my last few post have had any sort of substance to them :T
(not that I usually do, but hey.)
YOu know like, anything i've been doing, or school or somthing. . .

let me tic off a few things

PE:
I cant run
at all..
i also suck at handball
I liked the official handball balls better
we're using these shitty sorta dodgeball balls now instead.
they sting
and are small
and sort of deflating?
 If I hear that loud ass attention seeking whore scream in my ear one more fuckign time, I swear to god, her face, her face will be something she can actually bitch about.
She was pitching a fit about not knowing who was on her team and not knowing what to do while chatting to some other girl on my team, so I'm blockign this other chick, and theres one whos actually really good(the one i was blocking is just mega fuck tall, and will take a shot at everytihng) so I tell LoudAss that she can go block that other chick. She says okay. . . looks back at the girl, like atmost, 2 feet from her, and says "no thats too far" and jsut stays chatitn to the girl, and I just roll my eyes and go back to watching the dude with the ball, and the other girl shes chatting to is just like, you can go blocker her. and im jsut ajfdkjasdjkfjasdfBLOCKINGSOMEONEELSEATM.SORRYIFYOUCANTSEETHATYOUHORRENDOUS WHORE.
YEAH.

History:
actually learnign shit now!
sorta
geopraghy.
thats good enough for me tbh.
better than figuring out who you are shit.

English:
Im pretty sure this teacher hates my table.
Its the only class I have friends in
And were alway talking about random shit and not knwoing whats going on
we also bring the most food to snack on
 everyday.
we each bring a food and share,
its fun.
But the teacher, i think, glares at us alot.

Algebra:
SHE TEACHES NOTHING IN CLASS
just assigns us to copy down charts and shit for homework thatll tell us how to do said homework
its jsut
fajksjfdajklsdfhasdf
Shes still weird :T

Bio:
. . .
I really dont likethis teacher
I have been taught nothing
she has terrible grammar.
She yells at us about our grammar
then assigns homework with paragraphs and questions she wrote herself
and shit makes no sence
seriously.
She also has a accent
that wouldnt be that bad,
if she didnt talk so goddamn fast
like holyshit
the fuck you saying bro.

Spanish:
Shes still a french teacher
Im pretty sure she doesnt like me
but I dont know why
i pay attention
I know my goddamn fucking times
I can answer the questions she asks me
I do the homewrk
Its jsut
askdjlfasdlkf
also
did you know
they abbreviate French AP
As
get this
"FAP"
Pffft.
yep.

CUUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNT






holyfuck kankri you talk like holy shit bro.((bwwaahaaha, hes so cute though.)
 Latula what is your music. seriously.