oaky
so like,
the sterek/ denifer  parallels
well if blake is paige
and just sort of
crazily going after the alphas and derek (not to say she doesnt have reason because holy fuck, but still, slightly crazy with the killing)
and having derek, i dont know, fall in love??? or well at least date her,
it totally stands to reason that she stalked him a bit, yes?

so the  parallels  could totally been made by her intentionally right
right
or well
yeah

the girl who knew too much (TeeeeeenWoooollff)

i
dont even know


lovin' danny and ethan tbh like jfc
but aiden and ethan i just sort of
yknow

also i dont know what theyre trying to do with lydia and scott and isaac and alison
i mean
isaac is sccotts brro he cant take his chick
and scott, whoa, thats the chick your bff has crushed on forever really,
unless i guess sterek  i guess thatd work but still

scott and lydia i jus tdont like ???????

also lydia holy fuck
holy
fuck


except im glad the teacher was the darach
just cos it sort of makes the lack of development okay
also
shes paige, of course shes paige  jfc. damnit

this episode sort of made alot of the crappyness of the others sort of okay tbh
i feel like the next episode is going to kill me okay
just

stilinski family feels
stiles and derek , the possibilities.
Stiles
Stiels
STILESESEDFSDF
STIELS
Steileseiosd
sfuckjkdf

sorry i just
fuck
i
one track mind sorry

so ive just been thinkgin about my friends recently and
i just


well its because some times my friends are fairly underwhelming in some aspects
and
i just
well
i think all i really really want
is a person i can just sort of
theorize/ debate with were were in an understanding level
enough to were, im not being judged too much,
ignored,
pitied /patronized,
or they think im trying to start and argument
because generally each of my current friends will think one of these things

and i mean
i can get certain people to talk about certain topics for a bit if theyre in the right mood but
trying to find this specific is
not great
and
i just really want a person i can talk to really deeply about any weird
"what if we were in a world where. . ." things to
like
really deep religion or moral or anything

Visionaryyyy (teenwolffff)

yo okay so
i just watched this this morning
and
fff
i actually liked it
like my standards were low, i heard it wasnt that good
bu ti liked it

I dont pay attection to like promos or trailers or anything cos i dont like to spoil it,
so i thought paige was young kate and i really liked that because the actress is really awesome on those 2 episodes of supernatural  but hey

also yaay young peter is back
young peter is still super attractive fuck
and young derek is cute
but we knew tht he had to be right
right
also
yo
that one scene were peter was peeping on them in the distillery
does this mean we might get some really creepy up slightly fucked slightly incesty  voyeur peter fics
because i wouldnt be against it at all


also gererd
why is he even still alive

now i feel bad for deucalion
he was cute
he is cte
he wascuter


scene with baby derek getting his face shoved into the ground was slightly attractive ngl




i still really want some morestiles and derek interaction


or more fucking character in ms blake fuck

stupid gender silly check list thing so yooo

Male side:

[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture.
[x] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[] You watch sports on TV.
[] Gory movies are cool.
[] You go to your dad for advice.
[] You own, like, a trillion baseball caps.
[x] You like going to football (soccer) games.
[] You used to/do collect hockey cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[] Sports are fun.
[/] Talk with food in your mouth.
[x] Wear boxers.

Male Points Total = 14 1/2

Female side:

[] You wear lip gloss.
[] You love to shop.
[] You wear eyeliner.
[] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport. (when done properly not my highschools BS. flips 'nd shit and jumps)
[] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Female Total Points=10

went to paso  midstate fair
was hot as fuck
i didnt eat anything all day til like 5
(that burger was bomb tho like fuck)
it was fine
you know
eh
would have been great to go with friends
the dudes in paso
when not groups of douche
are pretty nice in the face
the girls were too, last year, but theyve all seemed to evolve to sluts and i just
no
no im just going to laugh at the fair-sluts



my  uncles house is so fucking fine tho
like damn
bed was
fucking
fantastic
and i just
fuck
it was nice
the houses in paso are nice
their 'ghettos' look like old60s-ish suburbs architecture
with like a mix of Hispanic culture
and then
they actually were built in the 60s because they just
were a bit
they should have been better maintained




i got my dave shirt too


also i was at the powells down in paso and just
fuck you hot peopel why do you have to work at places i go
now i have to talk to you
and they usually joke around cos theyre all confident in themselves and shit
just fuck you

there is a surprising lack of online dating/Catfishing Au fics for homestuck and im so upset


i really want a John/Dave
well at least online dating,
but at most a type of catfish fic
like
i dunoo
id really want Dave to be the one whod lie to John just cos Johns to dorky to care

but then also Dave
well dave tries to be cool so
he might lie just to seem cooler right
right
right.

SO I WAS THINKING ABOU TSUPERNATURAL AND

someones probably already come to this conclusion bu tfuck you 

so metattron closed the gates to heaven to kick out all the angels right?
supposing that the closing part was for real, and it wasnt just expelling all the angels

so Death cant get his souls where they need to go
so he'll be pissed right
so


theyre gonna have to team up with Death
Death will team up with them
and


Im so excited
when ever Death is involved its and interesting time and it great
im so ready
ytrfygjhkjkl

currents (teen wolf)

yeah essentially just the same cooing over lahey cos damn
boy be cute



but also
remember last week when boyd almost died and then i almost murdered everyone because DO YOU KNOW HOW LONG IVE WAITED TO SEE HOW HIS CHARACTER DEVELOPED
yeah
that happened
and i mean
are you fucking kidding me
youve finally given me  more of him
only to kill him in the next fucking episode
fuck
you.







also shipping danny/ethan with an increasing intensity.


also what the fuck derek "im going to rip your throat out with my teeth"
no stop it i fucking swear

still havent developed his girlfriend yet
fuck you guys

okay so i actually liked this episode watching it but now
now its just
fuck you
this episode just fuck
fucking shit










lydia and stiles though like yay

cora tho
cora fuck you



ericas actor (gage, i believe????) was really. slightly. bad. in that one scene
also i cuoldnt understand boyd WHEN HE WAS FUCKING DIEING
but i really likeddereks emotion like im glad they decided to show he actually gave a  shit
but
FUCK I WANTED BOYD TO BE DEVELOPED FUCK YOU GUYS

Star trek web belt

That i would love to have
or at least have in existence

because i was tihnking about, well wanting a star trek belt,
wondering how a great one, or one i would want at least, would look.
so i was thinking of TOS kirks web belt, with the insignia on its side as the belt buckle

and then thinking of what would be on it,
i figured the opening
and at first i figured all would be to long,
so the quotes to have would be
"space, the final frontier"
or
"to boldly go where no man has gone before"
and the last one
id think was perfect because its a belt
you get me?

so im just left at
how do i make this happen because WANT

and any way if youve seen the doctor who belts with something like "dont worry im a doctor"
it(with font considered) looking something like that

(((kirks web belt btw:

duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude

i just
having a stupid stupid stupid
amount of body dysphoria right now
like holy fuck

yesterday i was just feeling a bit weird getting dressed to go to a friends thing
like nothing just felt right

and today i woke up
and fuck
its just so
shitty

i took a really long shower and just redressed in something kind of more
i dont know
and im just trying to busy myself
not think about it
but
shit im running out of shit to do

and its just not the usual body dysphoria i get (usually only when im on my period if at all so this is really weird tbh and i dont know???)

but also just
 i dont want to move
i dont want to talk
it feels like somethings just
clasped around my throat  and my mouth is full and
thinkin about it kind of
it doesnt feel right
and usually, under my body dysphoria id like someone just to be there to hug and
now i just
dont want anyone around
i want every one gone.
i feel like if someone even touches me ill explode
and if people are there ill have to talk and i cant do that



my grandma called me earlier to see if i wanted to have dnner with them
and i cant even call her back
id really like to have dinner with them, we dont have anythnig here and id like some chinese food,
but i dont want to be around her she just always hugs me and wants to talk bu t i just


shit i dont know


iwant to eat and ask my sister how longs shes going to be here
but i dont want to move
i feel like if i move ill feel even more dysphoric again and i really really dont want that
and if  i get up  we dont even have any food
so why even?

Shake it by metro station always subtly reminded me of rape

Like
in a situationwere the dude is, like, off,
were he thinks its
i dunno
not rape, but near foreplay
or just
hard to get
or something really stupid like that
but likeyeah
and
its really bad because ive always liked the sound of the song
but the lyrics throw me off so much

MOTEL CALIFORNIA

DEAR JESUS
I LOVED THIS EPISODEEEEEEE
YEESSSSSSSSSSSSSS
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
IT WAS CREEPY BUT FIT IN AND WASNT TOO CREEPY BUT CREEPY
AND
AND
PERFECTTTTT


I LOVE
i love
so much
ugh

i wanna know what the fuck was up with ethan though like jfc
also, only thing i could think with boyd, when we'd thought he'd died was HOLY SHIT THAT IS NOT OKAY DO YOU KNOW HOW LONG IVE BEEN WAITING TO SEE YOU ACTUALLY DEVELOP THIS KIDS CHARACTER?!?!?!!? NO. NO, FUCK THAT IS NOT OKAY
and then they brought him back and i was just
 hes feet were out.     you could have just lit a lighter. on his fucking toe.
but you know
and
oh mygod lahey
lahey i feel so bad fo ryou oh my god
you cutie
you dont deserve that
when lydia was looking under the bed i was just
oh my god lydia you dont do that bad things jump out at people who do that oh my god you girl you so braveee but no dont
and then it ended up jus tbeing scared lahey
and i was just
omfg
i was expecting terrifying and you gave me sadly adorable fuck you


im glad for the things we learned about boyd but i want more

also chris argent you hottie
but gerard or what ever the fuck
you kept that fucker alive? DID WE LEARN NOTHING FROM PETERYOU ASS WIPES


also derek and the teacher lady
i wasnt really hating it before.
but i did say the first meeting was cheesy as fuck (because it was)
but
now
i just
no me gusta
youve met like what.
3 times including this episode? never been on a date.
now your
just
doing all this
i mean
do you even properly know each others names?
also
i dont remember the teachers name
you have barely developed a character here let alone a fucking relationship!!!!!
its just
i hate the relationships like that
i mean  really
i was hoping theyd develop it first
but
hey

so
in closing
PERFECT EPISODE
lydia i love
Lahey you so q
boyd im glad im getting to know you also intense way to try and kill yourself 
Ethan what the fuck
DANNY OMG FFFFFFFFyum
coACH????!?!!?
SCOTT AND STILES OMF I LOVE YOU GUYS FUCK

f

Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfpuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfpuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfpuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckf

 we get school schedules
in a month
august 7th




IVE DONE NOTHING
THIS CANT BE HAPENGINSDGADKFJLSDF
NO
no
noooooooooooooo
fuckkkk

ffffffffffffffffffffffffff

my cross bracelet snapped today and it sucked so bad


SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

:T

srtyfuiopjhgfui

okayokayokayokay
so
another thing i want to see season 9 of supernatural

cas forgetting he has to sleep
becasue
you know he didnt have to

so he just sort of keeps going and going and going
and jsut
eventually
just in the middle of some confrontation or fight or what ever with who ever

he just
passes out
faints
KO

and dean like jsut
wtffffff cas asdfyhjgkhfgf;l;dsfdjkhghhhjklll;kkjjhhxkvjlfdcxv,mx.lkfdddm,xvc.
majorly freaks out
and then after is just like
wth you dumb ass not fucking sleeping
how many times have you even watched me sleep
you didnt think that was fucking necessary
now that your human

and the human thing is just like
oh shit fuck shouldnt have said that goddamn
because of course its a touchy subject
im mean goddamn




oaky
bye

iuydfgjk

k so really right now all i really want to do

all that i can think about???
is just like



basically

well
really


id kind of be just happy enough to just see this one kid
from my school
this one blonde kid
which would tell you nearly everything if you went to me school
(i hope you dont go to my school)
(that'd be embarrassing)
(because this is pathetic as hell)

(but i cant stop thinking about it)
(s i have to get it out there)
(and)
(well)
(yeah)


and like

fuck
because

i cant fucking stop thinking
about
well
pretty much everything to do with this guy

and its so hopelessly pathetic
 I fucking hate
not being able to stop thinking

once and i while i wouldnt mind
i mean
its less pathetic
i tihnk of random people once and a while and its what ever
but its like fucking constantly
just
in the back of my mind
just
going
looping through
fuckin 24/7





not great wording but fuck you


fuuuuuuuuuuuuucking hell
fsidfasdfjkjsfdlksjfalskdfjsdfsjdfjsdfkjjdfjsjsfjdfjdjfdjkdjsjdfskdjjfsdkjfjsjdf;sjdfjsdfjasdfasdf
(he has a reall ynice face and is nicely fit and a prettyprettyprettysmile and mouth and lips goddamn and just
his nipples are nice too did i mention that because i thnkk about it alot its so stupid i just
did you know averagely lips/nipples/head of penis have the same color apparently? is this fact?(also i was watching star trek and dude chris pine i know his lips arent normally that fucking pink as wow but all i could think was like if this is fact i dont know if i should laugh/cry/stare in awe cos damn bro) id like to know because im pathetic as a fucking





whats something really pathetic
like the most pathetic thing you can think of????
the only thing i cant think of is me so

pathetic as me i guess
ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffuck)

GOING TO PAJARO DUNESSSSSSSS

FUCK YEAH


not bringing computer though
so probably not writing anything



maybe though,
cos im bringing my ipod

might write up for teen wolf
maybe
dfghjkl;'


SO READY FOR PAJARO

IT MIGHT ACTUALLY BE HOT THIS YEAR
FUCK YEAH

akinator

beat that motherfucker

with rick macy

of in the flesh

(it knows kieren)




so fuck you man

akinator

so ive been messing around with  this today

(and one time, i could of sworn that i had it ( i wasdoing hussie) but fuck, nope. it got it.)

but like 4 times itssaid
"Guessed right one more time;  i know who you are thinking of, but i believe this is not for children"
and its just
fuck you
no you dont

asshole