oaky you know what i really want

an AU where Jack is working at a guest ranch in santa fe
and Davids family is the kind of poshy family visiting.

and its slightly more modern time, but just, maybe the 90s.
yeah the 90s.

and,
well
his whole family is  pretty much how they were in the movie, that is completely in love with him.
Les just looks up to him and thinks hes like, totally the coolest person ever (and its Les' fault they're at the place, like hes completely in love with the  whole out west thing)
Sarah's . . . Sarah, i mean really. likes him cause hes totally hott and strong and shit and i mean really, calm down that western charm  Jack.
And David. Well, at first he really couldnt really give a flying fuck. I mean really, he just needs to sit through a week at this place and then theyre getting to where he wanted(which is totes like, Disney Land or something) to go on this stupid family trip cross the country. But of course that annoying worker has to notice him just going around with that notebook of his and just try and mess with him. All. The Fucking. Time. No, he would not like to ride a horse, Hes just fine without milking a cow, and he definitely doesnt want to learn the "fine art" of throwing a fucking lasso. 'course his family would invite him to sit with them while theyre eatting, they all love this prick, Les wants to 'grow up to be just as awesome' as him, and Sarah cant take her  eyes off the guy(have some fucking pride sarah, your being just a bit creepy). But David figures he doesnt have that bad of a personality(or body face and everything), when hes not working, so its okay. And jack annoys him less if hes at least walking around the ranch with him, so its not all that bad. and hes really  great to have conversation with, He can understand Sarah, he figures. Jacks pretty fit too and, really just kind of, interesting.


and i am getting carried away and kind of lost,and i cant write so im not going to try so thats going to stay there but really i really want this.

IM GONNA MAKE A FUCKING NUTELLA CAKE

SO YOU, SIR, CAN SUCK A DICK.

NEWSIES + BAD ROMANCE = FUCKING BEAUTY

HEAR ME OUT AOKAY, ITS ANDAMFD,SFSDFSDMAZING
AND JUST JUST JUST
KLICCCCCCK
WATCH
LAUGH UP A FUCKING LUNG BECASUE OH MY GOD JUST--

AND THEN THERE WAS ONE TO TIK TOK AND I DIES BC ITS ALMOST BETTER WHAAT??

















aND THEN THERE WAS THE MOTHER FUCKING BEST
WITH
CAN YOU GUEESS
NSYNC
TEARIN UP MY HEART
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

THERE ARE SO AMNY GOOD ONES THOUGH LIKE LIKE

BRITNEYSPEARASSSSS

okay so i watched the Newsies with my mom on christmas eve after our whole party thig
so ive just kinda been like
obsessed
so
im listening to the songs
overandoverandovverandover
and just
each voice is just so
and teh guy who was david ( I suck at actors fuck you) had such a prettyvoice. . . so much prettier than batmans.
not that his wasnt good but just
heh.
david.



AND OH MY GOD HAVE YOU EVER SEEN SO MANY ATTARCTIVE BOYS IN ONE MOVIE
SHIRTLESS
WET
DANCING
SHIRTLESS
DRESSED SO ADORKABLYACTRACTIVLYHOT
JUST WOW
THERE WAS ONE FEMALE IN THIS MOVIE
AND


MEN ARE NICE.
(specifically  Blink Skittery David Spot and Jack in about that order give or take a scene)

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gsd
finals done
no more school for year


yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyiaosd
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tired.
ttttttired.
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tired
tired
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Finals Day One: Complete
Tests: PE, Algebra II

PE
played heads up 7up and shark tank. Shark tank always makes for a good day so.
Fallowed with test. Probably not so good but passing
runnign 2 miles: 25 minutes. C- or D+

Algebra2
Didnt have enough fucking tests so i had to share half with this kid who didnt give me the fucking papers when he was done So I had to fucking rush cuz this fucking kid.

Tomorrow I have history and Bio, AKA worst fucking classes.
History I gotta Take test apperently fully on definitions, which we barely focused on, sooo Fun. then i got to present. yay.
Bio im. . . probably gonna fail. Just a huge ass test. Woo.

 I now have a RotG fic peeve.
When writers use the titles (ie. santa clause, tooth fairy) instead of names. Well, when they're being said by Another Guardian or Narrator or something. It makes some sense for Jamie or other kids/general humans to use. But they have like proper names you know.
SO .
yeah.

i want to do nothing with my life except not give a shit about anything because really i hate all this having to try and shit cause its like you try and try and try to get what ever the fuck it is they wnat you to get but you van never fucking get there and its always 'oh your smart you just need to try' nad its just I fucking do you just dont see it because i get fucking no where with anything and i cant even fucking talk properly and you want me to learn other languages please no way and just i dont want to learn abou twho the fuck i am because im fucking no one and just i dont have things i like or i commonly do so i cant tell you if ive stopped them recently dont ask me i just i dnt have hobbies i cant talk to you about that i can ramble but just  that and who wants that i want aperson who i guess just is there and will ramble back and let me vent and jsut oh my god read my fucking mind and know when the fuck to shtu up because i mean i just i dont even i just fuck Shit is hard Really Like Just I cant Help Fuck What am i even doing i mean i jst kinda sit here and i just i cant life properly i have to run tomorrow and i jsut i cant but i guess ill fail ill take it again and i didnt fucking tell him i might be going to his school goddamn it i just why fuck shit

Some problems, and an update.

The first problem is the fact im so concerned about this. because really. I shouldnt be.
Really.

The second Is the update.
Remember like, sometime in October(?) I was freaking out bbecasue HE KNOWS MY COUSIN and STUPID SPANISH TEACHER, remember? In which I have calmed about now. I have.
But anyway, the current update is that
well
he doesnt really know my cousin? Or at least 'not really'.
Cuz i was walking out and he just goes up and hugs my cousin, and i just look at my cousin like
"What was that?"
and hes just "Its  theweirdest thing, he just comes up and hugs me!"
ad im just . . ." do you. . . even know him??'
and hes just "not really"
iand i just\
jsut
studgksdfg
I had
why
askdlfj
whyyyyy do i care this muccccccch







I HAVE A LOT OF EMOTIONS

does that boy know how fucking atteactive he is

there is no fucking possible way that he does
because fuck
boy is fine.
as
fuck.

like shit.
fit as a fucking fox

but fuck
how does one manage to be that fucking fine
and so fucjing adorable
because shit
didnt jnow a man could look that fucking nice.

Is it fucked up
that the most fucked up thing  about me
is that I wish my mind was fucked up
so there was a reason
I feel so fucked up
all
the
fucking
time

ive got a charming thing about me that makes me unattractive
or a charming thing about me were you never go "i did like to date her"

or
an unatrractive thng that makes me charming
or aun dateable thing that makes me charmingor

what ever the shit it was he said
it was like
to charming
or
essentially
unattractive and undateable

because charming


fuck
fuuuuuuuck everything


like this is just a bro saying it, and like i dont give a fuck about him essentially,
but
Fuck
really
wow
i just
fuck.

NO his exact "clarifing sentence" was:
No, you've got this. . . Charming thing about you were, were i would never go "i want to date her" - I would never have that problem!


what.
the shit?

Well,
is it wrong if

 I kinda don want my friends to liek each other?
Like, they both definitely need someone
and theyd be cute, i guess. Theyd work.
but jsut
I dont know
friends being together never really works out well, right?
and I mean,
I know one of them most definitely likes the other but
I dont know if she likes hims,though  Im assuming, because he is teh type she denies having,
but
like,

Friends never work out and youve got to pick a side and I dont want to have that happen

and i feel kinda crappy for it but i  mean
its

I mean, Im right arent I? friends rarely workout then your group gets split and
ugh.

Okay so,
another rise of the guardians thing.
um\

i dont know if i should feel bad for shipping jack and jamie?
I mean
I dont ship hi with this age jamie,
but like
Jack is 18 for ever and
jamie ages.
so
there'll be a nice gap where a ship should happen
right
yeah
yeah i ship Jack with Jamie Bennett

Rise of the Guardians

Saw it for the second time today :)

so so so so love it(:

Sandy's my favourite.
My cousinss was Bay tooth, which is so cute. Just so you know.
And then my friend wouldnt shut up about the easter bunny, but apparently her favourite was Jack, 'cause he's hot. . .  Yeah, typical teenage bitch.
and then my other friend went mainly for Jack Frost in the beginning so I didnt really expect much else from her.

Anyway,
jus tUGH.
IF THIS MOVIE doesnt get anything more from this I will die.
I wwill just drop dead.
I can promise it
i neeeed more of this,
so much more.
want to see it more any buy everything for it
and husthsjsjjkdfgsdflkgnskfdhnkfbngksfgbsfgnsfnggfnsgfnsfgnsgfnsfgnf