Okay so I have this friend,
and like, if you plan to do something for someone, and you manage to find a way you can gain something from it as well, a win-win situation, Then she thinks its less of a meaningful gesture?
But I'm just like, No, I mean, the idea was for you. It wasnt really to get anything else at first, I just found a way I could benefit.
Or, my cousin does the opposite sometimes for her. Shes still mad about it sometimes. He'll know someone she likes, so he makes friends witch them (something hes shockingly good at?), so she can get to know them because, well, friends of a friend. And she wont use it, 'cause she thinks its wrong or something.

I want to read another story by the author who wrote Maybe in Another Universe I Deserve You but  I just cant will myself to click one because I cried so much I kind of just think that I will cry during anything I read by them. its very confusing and I just.

I just read a great Les Mis Fic

Called Maybe in Another Universe I Deserve You and its great
I cried so much.
Its Enjolras/Grantaire.
Grantaire cant die and just keeps living through these revolutions seeing Enjolres die.
Its just so moving and beautiful.
It's really good in all the little details, all the revolutions and names and small things,  its
ust read it.
'cause all ive got to say is beautiful, great, I cried.

I never want to read it again, because of the emotions it gives me,
But I never want to read anything but it, I feel like nothing can compare.

hubdudupdudpdupdudpuhubbbbubhbubbububububhubdududududududududub.
we're watching mean girls in english for almost no reason. Its awesome but kinda sucks 'cause I never have good english teachers.
yeah thats all i got
thats all thats happening.

Sat down to watch some short films today.

Bug Crush (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IFFN8Vh3VdM)
    interesting to say the least. About 30 minutes. OH gay too kind of? freaky as fuck. pretty good though.           Ben probably should have listened to the chick.

Just a Little Comfort(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lNS0-K3qoM)
    french film. Gay. not that good but you know. 40 mintues? maybe?

Water | Vattnet (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hjzy4XieS9Q)
    ShortShortShort. 15minutes, I dont know exactly hwat language this was for sure? sounded very pretty though. the boys just had nice voices. good story, though it is one were you feel you only got a scene from a full movie.

Fitz(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hnbCqe1Tb08)
    "its blue raspberry. . . T-the lip-balm not the condom"  BEST LINE. Sorry
    but yeah. cute. very. 25 minutes. the acting can get kind of badish? but I thinksome of it was meant to be a funny thingish thing? but there is a shit musical number at the end. Funny, good, but essentially not that great.

Cappuccino(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dhSCEpK8P2w)
    french. CUte.
    holy fuck did you ask a guy out while you where using a fucking urinal what the fuck. 15 minutes.

Breakfast?(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gQ4RDzYSr_Q)
    germaaaan 15 minutes.

L.I.E. (2001 movie)

I watched it here

its pretty fucking great
serious you should watch it
every one should.
Just wish Howie and gary had spent a littl eore time together you know(COmpletely disregarding any story plot of the movie, shit would have been hot. like hell. like holy fuck i dont approve of swallowing guns but baby do that any fucking time you wanna cuz BAm)(okay got carried away but you;d get it if you sAW IT CUZ FUCK ME WTHI A SPOOON BRO..)

OKAY YEAH.
good movie and just
wow ending??/
didnt see it coming.
so basically.
So some not so but still spoilers.
Howies this kid with disfuncional familys ands hangn\ing around with this crew, who rob the occasional house. Kids bein Kevin( i think?) Whos fucking his sister with out a rubber and does not apporve of the sausage swapin (that sadly doesnt happen between howie and gary :(), Brian who im guessin was p tight with Gary before Howie came long, pretty sure he knew gary was bit gaAaAay, and didnt really minds it but you know. Oh and then theres gary who Howie and we all subconsciously wanted to fuck. so yeah
um((real biggy spoilers i suppose)
then gary and he rob this house, steal and later molest some guns and well john tracks gary cuz *MAJIKZ FINGR WAAGZ* (was gross as fuck though like >:P) and Gary bein the puss he is, is like HOAWWARDS BLITZERES so john goes and guess plans to fuck him in compentsation, is creeps ass fucks though.
but yeah shit goes down and emotionally unstable Howie gets father figure, who he never even kind of fucks thaNK YOU GOD THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN SO DISGUSTING. bt yeah johns lover is unstabel (bIG DUH) and shoots the fucker up.
so yeahs.
Spoilaz end~~~~~~~~~~~


So herm yeah
super depressed i cant find no writing about this shit  but hey.
dugg the fuck out of this movie.
 Farewell;)

 

 (Pictured- Some nice gun molestation. Yes, Guns were scarred for life in the making of this production.)(but thats okay 'cos dAMN dat b haawtts.)

OHMYGDAFSDFKAPSDOF

OKAY SO I SHARED WITH YOU THE FACT "Eu Não Quero Voltar Sozinho"(short film, "I Don't Want to Go Back Alone") IS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL RIGHT

WELL

THEY'RE MAKING A FULL FILM FOR IT

FILMING STARTS JULY.

SO READY FOR THIS

SO READY 

(its called "Todas as Coisas Mais Simples" or "All the Simple Things")

In Other News,

I feel like a dick, sooo

yeah.

Saw the Hobbit today (:
or, rather, yesterday.

kay so i have lovely ladies stuck in my head and its so annoying you dont even know
and i cant find the version in the movie and its just
so
so
annoying.