not much is going down recently
working on hsm for school,
just house this year though so
its interesting
get to talk to people, not sit in dark, yknow
watch this shitty show lots
yeah
um
yeah
fought with friend
because i said some shit half jokingly, and thne her response really pissed me off so
yeah
uh
yeah
so goddamn bored

listening to samson by regina spektor (links)
and i just am
sdfjlskdf
emotional
and fjsdfjsldkfs
tired

Jawbone UP band

just discovered these things
really really wants one because cool + benoficial
its $130
aisdofjasdfksd
really want
so
i think
i want to save for one
but i \
not sure
at all like
sdfsldfasdgadsgfdgdfhfdh

AHGUHGUSDSFDFSAGAS #FACE PALMING INTO THE NIGHT

BECAUSe
its 2 am
and my friend was talkin to me about opinions and drag queens on friday
and i jsut had a though about them
so
i go to text cuz i figure
you nkow
 its just like
11 or 12 on a saturday night no big
shell probably be up or not hear her phne w/e.
so i go to text her

accidentally text man bro : "you know what the one bad thing aout drag queens is though?"
then i realize shit thats not the right person. quickly texting shameful sorry about that and probably waking him up because im a douche
but anyway
i then text her
like 10 texts
about the thing about drag queens
then how i accedentally texted it to a manbro
but then
oh then
i realize its fucking two in the mornign goddamn wha
yea
wow
i just
what

hrrmngmnfg

ive kinda rediscovered homesmutvoices.tumblr.com,
and uhm
i wasnt into the voice actors all that much previously
but shit
peeps
fuck yes.
definitely the best
and glenn
as bro only though because just
nah cant talk the karkat voice
but fuckin peeps man

OAUGHGAIGFOIGDFGDFIGDFGA
DF
GOJDFGIAF
I HAVE NOTHING TO DO OH MY GOD
ANSD SDFSDF
I TOOK ME AGES TO SPELL ALL THAT SENTENCE RIGHT
WHAT THE HELL
NO
A
SJFASDF
I HAVE NOTHING TO DO DODFGODFG
DLSKD

ive finally gotten around to watching celeb juice with grimmy on it, from the fourth,
(caused id heard about it being really funny, him being teased about harry and stuff but id been to busy to get to watching it)
and holy shit
this is fucking fabulous
fuck yes.

I had this thought about Lord English this morning

when we were driving to school
and
i dont think ive heard it before but

waht if Lord English is an ecto child of Post scratch Jack noir (the crazy one who got cal and cut off his leg and put pool balls in his eyes)  and Caliborn?
like seriously?
i think it could make sense?
but you know
yeah

I mean,
ALL of the people playing suburb have been created that way, save for Caliborn/Calliope, and, thats weird right?
I mean, WHY would they be the exception?

fuhhuhuhuhuuhuhhuuuhhhhhhh whyyy im gonna cryyyyyy

HOLY FUCKING WHYHJSUDJSJUDJEJSUEJDUUSJJUUUUZZZZZZZZZZZ

My goddamn spanish teacher kept me back like seven minutes (which in its self isnt bad but) when i came out inalmost ran into the other french teacher so dodge to the right(closer to the wall) and am all  'oh yeahsorry' but hen i round the fucking corner
AND FUCKIN CLTNMYRJZZZFUK and just
i lie god damn super jump away in fucking exaduration because im a fucking dumb ass and jesus fucking shit man
and oh my god i just
i got out to my friends
WHICH WAS WHAT I WAS HURRYING FOR IN THE FIRST PLACE
and im all just just sjut shfuffffff
and
i
i just
fell
just
sat and layed down
which i DONT DO
andrea does that
NOT me
but i just
yeag
 then
we were walking down the stairs and m cousin is just saying stuff and i just
i just sit down in e middle of the stairs becaus
because no
i i just cant
and he just keeps on talking sbout brianna or PE and things that just make me remember i jUST FUCKING JEKSIXFJJHDJFKDJi
this is also the guy i yelled at about whistling
also
have i meantioned knight?
its a thing with andrea
we were just sitting one day
and nmaing what people would be and he was walking bu
so hes a knight
also the guy she was shipping with the guy i almost ran into
but i m all like, no, they look goddamn related
so a month ago, we were walking by the hall they sit in most the time with theese bunch of other dudes, some o which she knows well.
so, that day they were all sitting like one guy left, one guy right, one guy left, one guy right, etc; so she all like wow and shit yeah. so we leave and shes all WAIT and runs back and asks if their related (they are. somehow.)
so today, we were sitting in the hall near the door accross the breeze eay because thats where we sit.
and knight, his some how relative i almsot ran into, and 2 pr three others come in the door
and knights in front right
so shes all just
HEY WHATS YOUR NAME
and hes just
uhm brenden. . .?
and gives the guys behind him a look and just
oh my god
your kidding me
really
yeha.
so
also, this kid i also run inot who, if you havent caught it, i find fairly attractive (I DONT LIKE HIM I DONT KNOW HIM SO I CANT LIKE HIM THAT YOU BERY FUCKING MUCH ASS FACES I CAN ANDREA), was the guy i yelled at about bow to be whistling because i didnt know it was him at first so 
yeah
seems im just 
doing stupid shit around him
and its just
okay yeah i do stupid shit alot
bit alm the legitimatly embarrasing stuff
its all involving him like
what
theeeeee fuckccckckckck

oh ob oh
i just remembeed 
i talkedabout this last school year.  when we were dancing in PE 
he was he guy i was dancing with the time i just completely blanked out 
yeah
that happened i guess

SPRING BREAK IS OVERRRRRRR NOOOOOOO

hshdfhasdugihasiufg s
well uh
easter.
easter i just you know went to my grandmas and shit. yeah
monday  i WENT TO THE GODDAMN SCHOOL from 9 to 230ish, cuz we were cleaning out parts of the theatre for the up coming show and shit yeah. after which i went walking with my manbro FOR LIKE THREE GODDAMN FUCKING HOURS so tuesday i jus tsort of died and kinda marathoned some episodes of ed edd n eddy cuz fuck yeah its on netflix
wednesday i did shit nothing
serious
showered and packed for santa maria but
nothing
yeah
thursdaay went to snata maria
ate food with family
friday had funeral
and  OH MY GOD I HAVE GINGER like fourth or fifth COUSINS
HECKS YES???!?!?!
i love ginger jokes but no ones ginger and augh.
but yeah
played lots of phase ten
ate lots of breakfast because best western has great breakfast
and on the last morning(saturadaaay morning) i was sitting, eatting, doin history, and this family of four comes in
and theres these two brothes, like, close in age? But like, they might have been twins? not sure/ doubtful. But anyway. they were totally my head canon john egbert and jake english. like totally, except the jake english lookin one didnt have glasses.
it was crazy
i wanted to take a picture
bu ti didnt
because creepy
otherwise though.....
saterday i didddddd nothing.
we came back from santa maria
i wastched psych and supernatural and gravity falls
and jeezzzzz gravity falls episode had me thinking incest and it was just like no way man. no. but its just because i find body switching kindaaaaaaa yknow.
anyway
POOR BENNY NOOOO Dean. . . oh poor dean.
fuking crowley though like fuuuckkk
yea
uhhhh
today i made stew
was also gonn make crepes and custard but yeah
yknow
fuck that
marathoned ALL of EEnE on netflix (only like 2 fucking seasons??? fuck yall.)
did shitty homework
sighs.
maaaaan
i hate school
fuck school
i hate it
no
dun want that
SCHOOL BAD FOR ED
oh god
what havve i done

WAIT SHIT
i was marathoning, and theres and episode where they're in double d's bathroom (when Eddy tells ed that Edds a alien?) and theirs a post it saying "DONT TOUCH YOURSELF" like blink and you'll miss the whole thing, but for most the shots the doors open on it so all you see its "DONT TOUCH YOURS---" and i was all wtf and tried for ever to pause and make sure and its just klsdfalkjfioasdf
yeah
also
kind of shiping kevin and rolf? like
i wanna see a kind of progression fic from kevs pov were their kids and just the three of them are like, the closest friends and its all no one gives a fuck(around the age of the first season, or maybe a bit before?) but then they get older(sometime in middle school?) and kev just has this idea that theyll always be friends, but him and nazz will grow up and be together and rolf will always just be a constant, but as he gets older
(highschool? Sophomore or junior?) he kind of finds himself more and kind of sees the roles switched? and flips out like aksdfjkasdhfasdfsdf.
yeah
i want it
i wants it so much
I really like seeing what the notes in Edds house say like i find it really funny
anyway.
yeah.

okay so i figured out this problem with my friend

To be specific, one of my best manbros.. . .My only real manbro, to be honest.
But anyway,
Hes terribly attractive, like, If i explained to you a male I believe is perfect in appearance, hed almost be 95% complete.
 Blue eyed, blonde, tall enough, Fit. Yknow.
And he's got his gaddamn hair cut, so, yeah, hes cute.
and hes almost there in the whole personality thing, yknow.
Alright sense of humor (He kind of repeats his jokes he gets from legit comedians and its kind of lame but hey,), Smart (but he kind of hates it when people make little mistakes and its kind of obnoxious. recently im also thinking hes got a bit of a complex were hes got to know everything and always be best. annoying), good morals.
But seriously i figured out why its been so hard for me to figure out how i feel about this guy.
and youve probably got it down by reading this but. seriously. Its taken for ever for me to rationalize all of it.
Because hes got the perfect apperence
but hes got these dumb ass ideas as what relationships or people must have and its stupid.
kind of a terrible sense of humor as the fact in which he'll laugh at anything sometimes, and just repeats comedians, HATEs when someone make a small mistake, like really, grow up. And get over yourself, you cant have a goddamn hissy fit everytime some one out does you, or insist 'yes i did know that i just didnt tell you when you asked' all the goddamn time. Also hes one of those people that'll blame others when all you have to say to authorites "yes sorry wnt do it again" because they honest to god CANT give a fuck about who started it, just shut the fuck up, aight. Aight. Alright. so there you go
Scoring:
Appearance: 92%
Mind: like goddamn fuckin 2% (Probably more of aaaaaaaaa 8-10%)


(hes to stuck between Femme and masculine anyway, to weird.)

DO you ever have songs you just relate to like, books movies ships etc?
like
i can t even its ust
i really relate radioactive to Homestuck , and specifically DirkJake, and its like, i dont even know why.
also
Little Talks, I really relate to dream boy, mainly the ending
and its
kind of lije
i dont
even
know
whhyy
really
i cant even listen to the song with out thinking about it????