OH and also, my friend punched me in the nose today.
I mean, I dont really mind, I mean, its weird but i mean yeah.
But, it just, like, really hurts now.
It wasnt even that hard of a hit, its just, y'know, those certain injurys that hurt more in cold weather, or when your nose is congested(kinda 'cause the hit though...) and you have a black head on the side of your nose, yeah. So thats why it hurts a bunch.
and dsfjadskfjsldkfj

the friends I like the most - who I see rarely - are the ones who hit me?
I mean i just
its not like  the hit me
but like,
theyll mess with me, lik ehow i mess with other people.
like hitting my arm - or in the head- or just- tipping water bottles, shoving, pushing, scaring.
is that weird?
I was just thinking cause . . .you know.
yeah.


also, you ever have just that one really weird thought and people jsut happen to turn and look sort of at you and your jsut -- fuck. can you read my mind? what else have you heard!?!?
yeah well.
yesterday


due to conversations I'm not planning o explaining, i was just tihnking. .
yeah so list of peoples spit im alright with having in my mouth

and like,
i just
okay so I wasonly thinkinh it cause I told a friend of mine that i had a friend who'd spit in my outh before(accidentally)
and he was just Oh kinky
and im just
no no, bro, no, it was he'd just gotten braces and was like, accidentally sputtering everywhere, it was fine.

and i was jst,
why was i so cool with it? i mwean i just - i dont want peoples spit in my mouth - -but if i did i mean, whos the list of people id be alright with???

so yeah.


. . .
bye